Tuesday, June 29, 2010
When I look at you
Haiz,maths ar maths ar...my worst enemy in life......
was yst that i had maths paper,did so bad that i juz hope i can get a subpass or pass...
Then today econs...
Didn't prepare sufficient but still answered all the questions but a few incomplete...
Tomorrow,
Chem and chinese...
I m so not studying chinese...
Maybe juz read the text lor...
Hope its gonna be easy!
3hour paper leh...
Think that i might sleep...
And like i can't find alot of chem notes...
Lets hope that someone comes to sch early to lend me!
At least i can study chem before the chinese paper!
Aiya...
Like no mood to study...
Have been pretty depressed lately...
which have been keeping my sleep away from me...
Really juz wanna cry out loud and fall asleep...
And wad isit that i'm so depressed about...
I'm not gonna tell you!
HA HA....
Epic lame......
But this time its like freaking bad situation...
Cuz i feel like running 3 full marathons in a straight row...
I doubt that i can even do 1 without stopping to rest...
But if i run on and on,
the feeling of depression slips away too...
I'm so tired of all this!
Sometimes i wonder what can i do to improve my life...
What isit that I can do that is WITHIN MY CONTROL...
Looking bad on who I was,
I really realised that i changed alot...
Like when i was this teenie weenie kiddo with little hair,
I was like a damm happy and cheerful kidd,
But now I guess I think too much most of the time and end up unhappy and stressed...
Well of course I have my happy times...
Anyway I needa get back to studying soon...
I'm falling apart without y
When I look at you---Miley Cyrus
