2011 is here...

Sometimes it hurts so bad that i want to shout,shout,shout and never stop...
Sometimes I just don't feel like talking...
So don't say that i'm anti-social by putting on the ear piece
Cause i need my time alone,in my own world to sort things out and to figure out the places...
I squash alone,
Cause I want to vent all that pent up emotions,that i hide inside me,out on the squash ball...
Most of the times,the smiles you see aren't genuinine,
For I am smiling to pretend that I'm okay
Cause it makes me feel really bad when my frens get worried and asks if I'm okay...
Emo,
I guess it's really part of me I guess...
Just that i don't show,
Cause i hide it all the time,
but sometimes,i don't hide it too well,
and it escapes onto the surface...
and then all hell breaks loose........

Well,
now now,lets see..........
I cant balance sleep and studies man...
If i study,i sleep too little...
if i sleep,I study too little......
GIMME MORE TIME MAN!!!!!!!
HAHAHA


In my head---Jason Derulo

I live...
Being happy for someone else,
but myself...
Who Wears the mask of happiness,
Shall stay in my own world...



What if------Simple plan

Exams finally over...
Update on exams!
Chinese was Managable...
Some parts easy,but there's one part which stressed me out cause it was damm challenging...
Chem?
FLUNG!!!
OMG....
Those were from yesterday...
Today?
PHYSICS!
I could do but some the answers weird weird one...
But then got a number of questions idk how to do...
Juz hope that i can pass......
This time round,MYEs quite screwed leh...
Quite sian...
Aiya,
Too bad i guess...
Then went to Bball juz now cuz dun wan go class outing...
Went for dinner at restaurant
Then came back home to blackshot with Justin!
And here i m,blogging...
I should really be sleeping since tmr needa wake up early tmr...

Irreplaceable

Heart Heart HeartBreak---Boys like girls

Haiz,maths ar maths ar...my worst enemy in life......
was yst that i had maths paper,did so bad that i juz hope i can get a subpass or pass...
Then today econs...
Didn't prepare sufficient but still answered all the questions but a few incomplete...
Tomorrow,
Chem and chinese...
I m so not studying chinese...
Maybe juz read the text lor...
Hope its gonna be easy!
3hour paper leh...
Think that i might sleep...
And like i can't find alot of chem notes...
Lets hope that someone comes to sch early to lend me!
At least i can study chem before the chinese paper!
Aiya...
Like no mood to study...
Have been pretty depressed lately...
which have been keeping my sleep away from me...
Really juz wanna cry out loud and fall asleep...
And wad isit that i'm so depressed about...
I'm not gonna tell you!
HA HA....
Epic lame......
But this time its like freaking bad situation...
Cuz i feel like running 3 full marathons in a straight row...
I doubt that i can even do 1 without stopping to rest...
But if i run on and on,
the feeling of depression slips away too...
I'm so tired of all this!
Sometimes i wonder what can i do to improve my life...
What isit that I can do that is WITHIN MY CONTROL...
Looking bad on who I was,
I really realised that i changed alot...
Like when i was this teenie weenie kiddo with little hair,
I was like a damm happy and cheerful kidd,
But now I guess I think too much most of the time and end up unhappy and stressed...
Well of course I have my happy times...
Anyway I needa get back to studying soon...

I'm falling apart without y

When I look at you---Miley Cyrus

Hehe,
I shall post more often!
To entertain timothy...
Tsk...
Well,I'll challenge myself then!

Today went to mug at Alex's house...
Mug Mug Mug...
Then suddenly Cheng Ding Challenged us to some ground stance thingy
It's supposed to be some Judo thingy...
Sort of like wrestling la but must kneel down,cannot stand up...
Like me and timothy owned Cheng Ding...
But I know that the reason I owned Cheng Ding was partially cause he scared...
The best one was when me and timothy played!
Wa,that one siao...
Damm long sia,like nearly equal strength...
Then timothy got the upper hand a few times,and i had to break free...
It was very tiring but FUN!!!
CRAZY...
Ate dinner part 1 at Alex's house...
Then ran after bus 315 and made it...
Went to ah ma house and eat dinner part 2...
Then chiong to tampines mrt to grab some stuff on behalf of my fren...
Reach home quite tired...
Still go facebook,
tsk...
Still needa mug tmr,
also need to go down to heart to heart carnival for awhile...
Hope that I can watch Toy Story 3 Tmr!!!

OH OH OH!!!
And I'm so in love with maltese and shin tzu!!!
I wanna get 1!!!Preferrably a few months old one!
But like quite ex leh...tsk,and thats not the problem...
Problem is parents dunno allow anot...
Haha...
MYEs coming soon...
Wish me Good Luck man!!!


We'll be a dream---We the kings, feat Demi lovato

You're my dream....

Life is not the same anymore!

Major Events thats happened in life!
LTC Camp a Kota tingi waterfall resort!
Group M!
MOSQUITOS ROCKS!!!!!!
Met many AWESOMEEE MOZZIES!
Miss being with them loads!!!

Then recently I had food poisoning and fever...
Had diarrhea and was vomitting alot...
Luckily food poisoning is much better now,
But I still have fever...
Haha...

Now,gotta prepare for MYEs,
Down to the last week already...
Must PIA PIA PIA!!!
MUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!
lol,wish me good luck...

It's only after I've lost the opportunity to give it a shot,
That I realised how important she is to me,
That I realised how special she is to me,
And Before I even knew what was happening,
Tears were trickling down my face,
Emptiness is inevitable I guess,
And I guess I have to live behind that mask of mine for a period of time,
To convince others that I'm happy,
Cause its selfish for me to be unhappy and affect others...
Ain't no sunshine~~~

Well this past few days have been pretty much screwed...
I m feeling fcking stressed for some reason...
Things are not going as expected...
I m not ready for anything...
Got second for 200m heats but then finals i got 6th...
But the 200m is nothing screwed la...
Whats really screwed is nothing,
But Me...
And I really have to thank my brothers who have stood alongside me,
No matter how screwed I am...
And I appreciate it...
And somehow i got really angry at 1 point of time,
and i pointed my middle finger at the person and even rolled my eyes walked away...
and I was like damm upset and distracted and nearly got into an accident...
Dunno wad i was doing...
Went to eat with a few frens after that...
and talked alot of rubbish and felt better...
went home with lots of thoughts in my head..
kept thinking abt y i did it but didnt come up with an answer...
and finally i fell asleep...
Woke up,
And didnt care abt the reason anymore...
Might have been too much pent up stress also...
But All I knew,was that I was in the wrong...
Tried looking for chances to apologise...
But I got really scared somehow...
Its really difficult to apologise face to face...
Well,Hope that I can do it soon...
Dun like things to turn sour and ugly...
Well and I m truly uber sorry to that person lah......

And thats juz 1 screwed thing in my life...
Of course there are gd things but pale in comparision to the screwed parts...
And Now listening to a song Chris intro-ed me
\
What Hurts The Most---Rascal Flatts

Yessterday had chrystal training,
Some emotions management thingy,
learnt alot,played some basketball,and some new games,
But all in exchange for squash training...

and i only got 29points for NAPFA becuz of 2.4km )))):
Squash PT starting soon
and its on friday for the time being...
sian......



Broken---Sezairi Sezalil

Here to update again,
Squash is fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun!
And I got Squash Captain,Congrats to me,lol...
Just came back from white sands from buying some stuff...
Rushing my PI and my homework...
Hope that now i can go back down to activity more often to visit my "little brothers"
Shape up young ones,for I'll be back...






Untitled---Simple Plan

Updatez
BOBO CHACHA!
My squash racket damm nice =DDD
Been playing squash for a few times and the game is FUN!!!
LOADS AND LOADS OF FUN!!!
But quite tiring also,
But its all worth it...

Sch is fun too!
Studying with frens and cracking jokes together...
Its nice =D
Needa be back to sch tmr for econs lecture,
LOL!
Hehe,Got loads of homework to finish too,
MUST CHIONG AR!!!
and like NAPFA COMING!!!
MUST TRAIN!!!
I must surpass my "limits"
For the sky hold no limits =DDD
Had outing to watch alice in wonderland with ruth,jue ying,kenneth,jarrell at TM on friday.
Like uber fun...
I came like last,super late...
then went in for the movie...
It was nice animations but the general plot was not that impressive...
After the movie we went to arcade...
Played alot of games and even challenged each other at games,
and 3 ppl ended up doing forfeits..
LMAO...
Then went for dinner at Sakae Sushi...
Then jeremy came and talked with us,though he nvr eat...
We spent quite some time talking abt lots of things...
then reached home at like 11plus...
Lol...


Will post sometime later...

Here to update...

Well,I've juz been back to sch recently to visit juniors,

13feb10
CNY eve....
Spent some time washing dad's car,
Then went to sports link to get a new shoe...
Its nice alright...
Haha,THis means I got 2 shoes for CNY :DDD
Lol,
But on the other hand 2 shoes of mine spoilt alr...then another 1 is spoiling
Like SIAN...
Then after that,
Went to century square to watch percy jackson and lightning thief with Jia cai...
Spastic...
DAMM Last minute decision sia...
then went to paternal grandma house for reunion dinner...
Then after that
Went to maternal grandma house for another reunion dinner...
And went back home...
Slept at 3am cuz needa shou sui...
Haha

14feb10
CNY And VALENTINE'S DAY
Woke up at 8plus...
Then bai nian to parents and got first ang bao of the day...
Hahaha,
But then i damm tired throughout the day...
So went around to paternal side relatives first...
Listened to grandma and grand aunt's conversation...
Then like dun understand alot of it cuz I dun understand alot of dialect...
So I tried to learn...
Picked up only a little...
Sian...
Then dozed off for a couple of minutes in the car...
After tat,Went to maternal side relatives to visit...
And then started on my tutorials...
Do until very tired so lie down on floor and fell asleep in grandma house...
Cant believe i fell asleep with no bloody fan or wind...
Woke up with so much sweat on me...
Then dota for awhile and sian diao...
Like no mood to do anything...
Maybe too tired lor......
Sianz...
Also No Valentine this yr cuz I didnt spot anyone
Haha,Then like even if spot also dunno them well enough to ask...
Haha,
And besides I think I too tired to go out...
Cuz My initial plan was to go out after I reached home...
Haha,
So maybe it was a blessing in disguise...








PERFECT---SIMPLE PLAN

Today was MJC's last night of orientation...
Had alot of fun,
Made many frens...
But this would also mean its time to mug
YEAAAA
Let the Optimism run through my blood...
But like......
...
Its quite hard to be optimistic about mugging...
OMG...
LALALA...
Haha...
Well,Orientation was FFUUUUUUUUUUNNNN,
lol,
and by the last day,which is today,
Everyone was UBER ENTHU...
Haha,I was quite taken aback...
LOL!!!
Then after all these 3 days,
We emerged 5th in the competition among the houses,
Some ppl cried...
And after hearing the house captain's speech,
I almost cried too...
But then like so many people around me sia,
And then my OG is the Famous ALLL BOYS,NO GIRLS...(but 1 joined us today)
So i dun think i'm supposed to drop a tear,so i held it back...

With hope comes disappointment...

My orientation group is CALLISTO 4!!!
ALL BOYS NO GIRLS!!!Until today la...But not counted la...
So the fact that we were an all boys OG made us quite famous...
lmao...
Anyway I m really happy to be in Callisto 4!
Cuz deep from the bottom of my heart,
CALLISTO 4 IS THE BBEEEEEEEEEEEEESSST!!!!!!!
We fought,played,cheered hard...
and by the second day,some of us already lost our voice partially...
Apparently I was one of them and was popping lozenges like no ones business...
And the CALLISTO 4 everyone sees before them,
Would not have been if we didn't have such AWESOME OGLs...
And My AWESOME OGLs are probably one of the most AWESOME OGLs in Meridian!!!
HOT SIA!!!
And my AWESOME OGLs are:
Nizam,
James,
Miron,
Geraldine,
Chelsea...
They're COOL and they're HOT and they CAN'T BE STOPPED!!!
WOOOOOT!!!
They are so damm AWESOME!
Without them,CALLISTO 4 would probably have been less awesome then what we are now...
I must say a sincere THANK YOU VERY MUCH Nizam,James,Miron,Gerladine and Chelsea...
And i must say that,its actually our fault that we did not do well cuz its us who is performing,
But anyway,
I GAVE MY BEST SHOT!
And I'm SURE MANY PEOPLE IN CALLISTO 4 DID TOO!!!
AND SO I HAVE NO REGRETS!!!
WIN WITH DIGNITY!LOSE WITH HONOUR!

I AM PROUD TO BELONG TO CALLISTO 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEA!!!
Let the LEGEND Live on............








Smile---???(But i listen to the westlife version)

Whooooo...
Today first day of JC life...
In case some of u still dunno which JC i got into,
I got into MJC...
The way I discovered it damm funny lor...
It was like yesterday I was still slping
Then suddenly my phone rang...
It was marc...
Then i picked up and marc was like damm excited and asked me if I got in MJC...
Then i was like "Huh?Send out alr meh?"
It was like 7.15am then...
Then I checked while I was on the phone...
And found out I got into MJC...
*The following conversation is not exactly exactly as typed*
Me:"Oh my god,I got into MJC!!!"
Marc:"Congrats!!!*Screams* "
Me:"*Screams,LAUGHS* "
And marc got into TJC =)))
And I m uber elated to get into my first choice =)))
Then my mum came in,looking quite shocked...
Cuz I suddenly scream,
HAHA...
LAME SHIT...
Then my mum also very happy =)))
Then msg-ed my dad and he also very happy =)))
So its a happy story =)))))))
P.S: I received the sms at like 6.23am O.O

Then went sch with marc to collect our testimonial and CCA records on the same day
Cuz we very scared we cant get in first choice,
So we were prepared to appeal but in the end we dun need it...
But we went back to sch to collect it anyway...
Met Hwee young and Moses...
Then collected our stuff and followed moses to SAJC to hand up HIS appeal...
Then went out tgt...

TODAY,
First day of sch at MJC,
Like I slept at 9pm,
Then woke up at 11pm, and cannot go back to slp =_=
Then keep rolling abt until like 1am...
Finally fell asleep...
Woke up at 3am plus...and could not slp again,
So i rolled around again and fell asleep again...
Woke up at 5.15am and went to prepare to go to sch...
Took a damm long bathe,
Then chiong to sch...
Reached MJC at around 6.35am...
Then like everyone there were J2s So I dun dare go into the sch
Stayed at the bus stop until I saw some J1 walk in...then I also walk in...
Monkey see Monkey do...
Then like met many marists there...
And also met primary sch classmates calvin and johnson there,
saw SJAB fren jeremy too...
Haha,
Then went for many talks and settled with chicken rice for breakfast
The chicken rice is not bad man...
Then went for another talk...
Then went for lunch,
Ate Black pepper chicken chop...
Great taste with economic price=WORTH IT!!!
Haha,
Purchased some uniform...
Then went for talk...
And met up with marists and went home tgt...
LOL
Then went to Collect my new specs and cut my hair...
My hair actually not long lor...
But I still went to cut cuz too thick...
Then the barber screw up my fringe...
WTF...
ZZZZZZ
Sian diao...
LOL!!!
So thats done for now...




HERE WITHOUT YOU---3DOORS DOWN

Lets see
15jan'10,
We had ANCO SNCO+Officer BBQ and that was also the start of the chalet.
Quite alot of ppl nvr come...
But we still made the best out of it.
SO FUN!!!
Very FUnny also...
Then there was the AMAZING SKILL in fanning the fire
WIth a pathethic piece of plastic...
Dunno how he come up with so much wind one...
Lol...
Then they play mahjong until siao...
Then there was some great stuff I drank...
ULTIMATE SENSATION!!!
Until like late at night...
Still drinking...
By then I so bloated until I cant continue anymore...

Then 16jan,
Woke up at like 6plus with Zhan hui
Then we went to take bus and I took MRT...
Went back home then we went to sch for CCA MAZE...
Like most of the little boys super childish...
So I was going in for the parents...
Then band was playing in the canteen and I had to SHOUT over the music...
Like tiring sia...
Then went back home slept for 2 more hours,
Then went for grandma's birthday dinner...
Then returned to the chalet...Play mahjong,watch TV...
Then slept...
Uber tired sia...

17jan,
Woke up like Uber early...
Then wait for the rest to wake up...
Then we packed up and checked out...
Took shuttle bus to white sands and some of us settled for a Macs breakfast...
Then went shopping around white sands with pei ling and su min...
Shopping was like interesting at points and not so interesting at points...
But better than lying around at home doing nothing...
In fact quite entertaining...
Then took MRT home...

20th jan
Outing with MSHSJAB bros,including zhan hui...
Went to POMO and played pool for like 4hours...I tot it was 6 sia...
Very fun...and enjoyable...
Not too expensive too and mike paid for us...
Then we went mad jack for lunch and meeting...
The meeting was not very productive though...

Later on I shall be meeting Nigel and Daryl for lunch...
Then taking circle line down to sch...
Just to go down to observe activity
HEHEHE...
Better watch ur discipline......






THUNDER---BOYS LIKE GIRLS

Wa piang...
Supposed to reach NYJC at 9.45am for open house with SJAB Brothers,
But in the end reach like 11.40am
Like nearly late for 2 hours...
Then like walk arnd with De xian for awhile
Met yi jing and andrew
and left the place...
Then we walked out to take Bus 105 to CJC...
Like NEARLY EVERYONE in the bus alighted at CJC...
Its like super crowded...
Cuz got alot of sch affiliated...

Then saw ivan and nick...and then went to makan tgt...
Walked arnd,See see look look...
Then planned to leave...
Then Poh Wei came
and then we talked for awhile la...
Then we went to the bus stop...
Like we were having arguments on where to go next...
Some of us wanted to accompany michael to go NJC open house...
but like we cant get in,only him...
Then some wanted to go cheng ding's house but he dun wan...
Then some wanted to go Alex house but he going out...
Then some wanted to play LAN but some dun wan...
Then in the end they settled for operation "Home sweet Home"
Like I sian diao,
and went back to CJC,
Saw my classmates and so stayed and chat...
then we went bishan
Arcade
and then saw some old frens...
Talked and played...
And then went out to eat with family...


Then uber tired...
Slept like before 11pm
and then I suddenly wake up for nothing...
So here I am...
Awake and Stunned...
SIan like hell...
later still waking up uber early...
We going SAJC first,
Then YJC,
Then MAYBE AJC
and then MJC...

I wonder if I'll survive later...
Like sianZ
Uber crazy...
I need a day out...
Any volunteers to play pool?
Any volunteers to run the whole east coast park?
Or basketball?
But one thing for sure,
There'll be another ice skating session for SJAB brothers...
I think we can be called a clique,
But somehow guys dun use that term often...
Bleh...
2days without work...
And its like I'm missing frens alr...
Sighs...
If I did sales I might not miss job,
CuZ sales ppl like always standing one...
promoters also the same...
But logistics are different...
Lol...

At least we have settled SOME plans for now...
one chalet+BBQ coming up and a KTV+Birthday coming up...
Not my Birthday of course...
My birthday has always been low profile...
What for let everyone know sia?
Nice friends will be concerned abt when ur birthday...
And they'll wish u happy birthday and even get u a present...
But presents aren't really impt although its nice to have them...
Its nice enough to have frens celebrating my birthday with me...
But its not THAT soon...
Yea,although its coming...
Haha...
I wanna go out badly with some ppl who i havent been out with for a long time...
Some ppl like Jia Cai...
But he like busy studying sia...
ZZZ
and he only free on weekdays
or maybe not free at all...
Maybe should organise another East Coast park outing...
HOHOHO...

Looking back on my previous 4years...
They seem so distant...
CHIMALOGY...
Shall continue this post when I get back home later...
Now its time to go back to dreamland...
LATERZ
HOHOHO

Now,back from the open houses alr...
Erm,
Early in the morning we went SAJC...
But not many of us interested in the JC...
So like only yanssen and cheng ding went to tour the sch,
While the some of the rest of us cabbed to YJC...
Apparently the some of us were me,marc,alex and yong zhi...
We were there to accompany alex,
But i feel that YJC open house the academic booth quite informative...
and the 2 councillors touring us were also very friendly...
Then like we missed 2shuttle buses to SRJC...
So like sian diao,
CuZ we wanted to take bus 81 from SRJC to go to MJC...
in the end we cabbed to MJC
and the taxi fare was like 14dollars+
EXPENSIVE...
Then walked around...
It was a totally different ambience...
And the houses were very bonded...
Went there and asked questions to one of the teachers or maybe VP(Idk)
He gave helpful answers,
And now I really wanna go there...
But then like...
Very fierce competition leh...
Quite alot of ppl wanna go there...
And like most of them do better than me...
So its like sian...
Dunno if I can make the mark...
Sighs...










LOVE STORY---TAYLOR SWIFT

Today is the day of the release of the o lvl results
Woke up at around 8.25am,
Washed up and stuff,
then went to Alex house...
There we watched Tv and talked crap...

Then ate a very pasta lunch...
Took a lift from Alex's mom's car
and arrived at sch alittle too early...
SIANZ
Then sat through talks and stuff...
Then finally take results...
Wasn't great...
But yet it wasn't that bad...
kinda average but yet not up to satisfaction and expectations...
Too bad...
Life moves on...

Then went to macs for teabreak
and boarded bus to go alex house
when suddenly i rmb i needed to return some work related stuff...
So chiong down the bus and headed for Raffles City shopping mall...
Met with javier and bang ming and then returned our stuff
Then it was MRT straight back home...

Went to get dinner,
Then went out for a night run...
The scenary was rather nice
and then ate dinner...
Now still having headache on the 12choices...
ZZZ
tmr going NYJC open house with frens...
We'll see how it goes...







NEW PERSPECTIVE---PANIC AT THE DISCO

HOO HAA!!!
Last day of work was like erm, less than 1 hour ago...
Working was really an experience
and of course
there are some things i will miss
and some which i nvr will miss...
HAHA,
Similarly with Ppl working there...
Some whom i will miss loads
and some whom i nvr wanna see again...
LOL!
Made loads of new frens but forgot to ask for numbers from some =(
But i guess its ok...

So now,
Time to get serious...
No work=Time to work out...
No work=More time for CCA Meetings...
Oh and a reminder to mshsjab members that CCA MAZE is on 16thJan'10
Lets DOOOOMINATE!
No work=More time=Sports and Fun with frens =)))))
But sadly hols coming to an end soon...
Later going alex house play again...
Like at 10am in the morning...
HAHA
and happy birthday cheng ding...

Anyway,forgotten to post my new year resolutions
1)Give my 100% in everything that I WANT to do...
2)Get my weight to 52kg
3)Be able to access situations better and neutrally
4)Be calm and not so rash



ONE FOR THE RADIO---MCFLY

Here's another song for the radio

Life isn't fair for the people who care
Stick your nose in the air and thats how you go far,
So go tell your lovers,your fathers and brothers,
Your sisters and mothers how lucky they are

Light speed out of my mind,
I'm hurt but I'll be fine,
Put your fist in the air,
Raise your voice and declare,
Singing "We Don't care!"
WE DON'T CARE!
We don't care!
WE DON'T CARE!


So Here's another song for the radio,
And here's another line from the heart,
So don't pretend you hate us as you sing along,
Cause we all look the same in the dark


L.A temptations or music sensations,
There's great expectations that weigh on our heads,
So here's to the liars,who dream and conspire,
Against the admired,we hope you drop dead,

Light speed,out of my mind,
I'm hurt but I'll be fine,
Put your fist on ur chest,
Raise your voice and protest,
Singing "We don't care!"
WE DON'T CARE
We don't care,
WE DON'T CARE!


So Here's another song for the radio,
And here's another line from the heart,
So don't pretned you hate us as we sing our song,
Cause we all look the same in the dark,


Here's one for the radio,
Here's one for the radio,
Here's one for the radio,
Here's one for the radio,


So here's another song for the radio,
And here's another line from the heart,
So don't pretend you hate us when we sing our song,
Cause we all look the same in the dark


Here's another song for the radio,
And here's another line from the heart,
So don't pretend you hate us when you sing along,
Cause we all look the same in the dark,
Cause we all look the same in the dark,
We all look the same in the dark,
Cause we all look the same in the dark,
We all look the same in the dark

Damm am I tired,
Well,
Job has begun,
Today is like the 4th day of work...
LOL!
Getting used to stuff,
Trying to be enthu but of course need to take a break...
If not i'll go crazy...
working is not exactly very entertaining,
HAHA
But I guess its an experience...
LOL!
TMR ITS MY DAY OFF,
HEHE,
So can slp as long as I want...
TIME TO BE A PIGGY,
OINKS...

Oh yea and I gotten over IT alr...
YIPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
I'm a freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee man...
LMAO!!!


Your Guardian Angel---The red jumpsuit apparatus

When I see your smile,
Tears run down my face,
I can't replace,
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out,
How this world turns cold,
And breaks through my soul,
And I know, I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one,


I will never let you fall,
I'll stand up with you forever,
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven


Its okay,
Its okay,
Its okay...

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing,
And stars are fallling all for us,
Days grow longer and night grows shorter,
I can show you, I'll be the one,


I will never let you fall,
I'll stand up with you forever,
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven


Cause you're mine,
You're mine,
Mine...
My true love,My whole heart,
Please don't throw that away,

Cause I'm here,For you...
Please don't walk away,
And please tell me you'll stay.....
Stay.........

Use me as you will,
Pull my strings just for thrill,
And I know i'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray,


I will never let you fall,
I'll stand up with you forever,
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I will never let you fall,
I'll stand up with you forever,
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven,

I will never let you fall,
I'll stand up with you forever

Finally,
After days of rest,
I decided to post again...
Last sunday,13dec2009
Had ANCO outing again...
We went to sing KTV again,
But this time at Topone KTV,
The price was rather high,
But we had free flow of ice drinks,
So I guess its worth it,
Whats more,
WE SANG FOR 7HOURS!!!
OMG,
It sounds so long but it actually felt ok...
HAHA,
In fact we did not manage to finish all the songs we wanted to sing
O_O...
This time round,
Quite a number of Hokkien and GuangDong songs appeared,
LMAO!!!
Apparently the older generations were enjoying that part...
HAHAHAHAHA,
Had alot of fun...
Kenneth,Ai suan,Wei qiang,Ying ying,siang ning,Zhan Hui,Pei Ling,Aaron
They were present during Ktv session...
Then I forgotten who found a SMOKE button...
And then some ppl kept spamming it...
They smoke smelt utterly revolting...
And then Zhan Hui told me that it smelt like honey -_-...
Then we also played with the light effects...
Seriously,
This is like a UBER FUN KTV SESSION!!!
There were a few songs that we sang until everyone very HIGH!!!
CRAZY!
The most memorable would still be wang fei by xiao jing teng...
LOL
ROOCKERZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Then Arens came and met us,
He wasn't really feeling well,
Went to Iluma Arcade...
Play awhile...
Then De xian came...
Then we went to some coffee shop opposite iluma to eat dinner...
Shan't elaborate on the details,
Cuz its rather Epic...
LOL...
Then after dinner,Went to walk walk around Bugis junction...
Haha,
Talked alot of crap too...
Then finally we ended the outing at the mrt station...
Then took mrt with Arens...
He really seemed quite sick...
Hopes he gets well soon...




Song of the post,






Life After You---Daughtry


Ten miles from town,
I just broke down,
Spitting out smoke on the side of the road,
I'm out here alone,
Just trying to get home,
To tell you I was wrong but you already know,
Believe me I won't stop at nothing,
To see you so I've started running,


All that I'm after is a life full of laughter,
As long as I'm laughing with you,
I'm thinking that All that still matters is love ever after,
After the life we've been through,
Cause I know there's no life after you,


Lasst time we talked,
The night that I walked,
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind,
I must have been high,
To say you and I,
Weren't meant to be and just wasting my time,
Oh,why did I ever doubt you,
You know that I would die here without you,


All that I'm after is a life full of laughter,
As long as I'm laughing with you,
I'm thinking that all that still matters is love ever after,
After the life we've been through,
Cause I know there's no life after you


You and I,Right or wrong,there's no other one,
After this time I spent alone,
Its hard to believe that a man with sight can be so blind,
Thinking about the better times,I must've been out of my mind,
So I'm running back to tell you,

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter,
Without you god knows what I'd do,Yeah


All that I'm after is a life full of laughter,
As long as I'm laughing with you,
I'm thinking that All that still matters is love ever after,
After the life we've been through,yeah
Know there's no life after you,

Know there's no life after you,
Know there's no life after you,
Know there's no life after you,
Know there's no life after you,
Know there's no life after you,
Know there's no life after you,
Know there's no life after you,Yeah

Now its freaking late...
Freaking sleepy now...
But shall still finish this blog post...
Lets recap on 29nov to 30nov...

Ai suan's bdae chalet...
She asked me to go like months ago...
Then I said ok
And then suddenly corp anni pop up 2weeks ago?
So bo bian cant go corp anni cuz I said I going alr...
In the morning,
Me,Zhan Hui,Benjamin,Cheng ding and tim
went Hq count money,
Count until fingertips all black,
So dirty...
Got 2 cuts from this count-money-session...
1 from pulling at a sharp corner of the can lid,
another from jabbing the pen too hard at the lid,
Causing the pen to aim my own hand accidentally,
-_-...
Lame,I know...
Then went pool with Arens and Zhan Hui...
Then rushed down to Jurong East Mrt...
Those 2 insisted on cabbing to cheverons
But we ended up walking there...
Firstly by going to IMM,
Then we asked for directions at IMM...
Then we tot we got lost when actually we were on the right track...
LOL....
Then we arrived...
And suddenly I realised something,
I forgotten that dress code was smart casual...
DAMM IT!
And I was wearing a PT-kit...
Carrying a bag which looks similar to a camping bag...
-_-
So i practically looked like I was going for camp...
Then ate the food,
Changed into something more casual but still pathethic...
Then played cards like siao,until i damm sian...
dun wan play alr,
Den go watch the water in the swimming pool
Creating water ripples...
Then alex joined in the water ripples session...
And then some ppl came in to play water...
Disturbing my ripples so i got bored and went outside to talk with alex...
Talk alot of rubbish,
Haha...
Then time to sing song...
SING SING SING...
Then photos eat cake...
Look for "missing" chairs...
Watch alittle tv...
Went upstairs to play mahjong...
Then pei ling and siang ning learnt to play...
The mahjong games would probably be the most memorable ones i played
Its like some super mahjong comedy or something...
With Pei ling's exaggerating reaction when she gets a tile...
And her attempts to flip her tiles all together...
Ying Ying giving me 8 tiles and she take 16...
Pei ling's super loud "PENG!!!!!"
and her being unable to differentiate "CHI" and "PENG" initially

All together,
Its HILARIOUS...
But its utterly ridiculous too...
I was quite pissed off when this happened too often...
Played till 4am...
EVERYONE was tired except 1 person
PEI LING!
CRAZY SIA!
Shes like some MAHJONG ADDICT...
WIth mahjong she like so JING SHEN!!!
Then she dun feel tired one...
Its like WTF!
MADNESS!!!
Then went downstairs to slp...
woke up to see Arens leave,
Locked the door and went to slp on couch while alex on mattress,
The Couch was UBER COLD!!!
Dunno how Arens slept there...
I was huddled up within minutes...
Then slept till quite late...
LOL,
Went to pack up,and checked out,
Then took bus to Cdans
Bowled and Alex got most points...
LOL

Song of the post is All or nothing by Theory of deadman
Will post lyrics next time,
Now must slp tmr need wake up early...
CIAOS




ALL OR NOTHING---THEORY OF A DEADMAN

When I first saw you standing there
You know was a little hard not to stare,
So nervous when i drove you home,
I know being apart's a little hard to bear,
Send some flowers to your work and home,
So that I'd have you in my arms again,
We kissed that night before I left still now,
It was something I could never forget,

You got all that I need...


We're looking at all or nothing,
Babe its you and I,
(With you)I know that I'm good for something
So lets go and give it a try,
We've got our backs against the ocean,
Its just us against the world,
We're looking at all or nothing,
Babe its you and I,
We're looking at all or nothing,
Babe its you and I,


Lets take a chance go far away today,
And never look back again,
Since I said I loved you in Las Vegas
Its never been the same since then,

You've got all that I need...


We're looking at all or nothing
Babe its you and I
(With you)I know that I'm good for something
So lets go and give it a try,
We've got our backs against the ocean
Its just us against the world,
We're looking at all or nothing
Babe its you and I
We're looking at all or nothing
Babe its you and I...


This is it,
Nothing to hide,
One more kiss,
Never say goodbye,
This is it,
Baby you are all mine...


We're looking at all or nothing
Babe its you and I,
I know that i'm good for something,
So lets go and give it a try,
We've got our backs against the ocean
Its just us against the world


We're looking at all or nothing,
Babe its you and I,
(With you)I know that I'm good for something,
So lets go and give it a try,
We've got our backs against the ocean
Its just us against the world,
We're looking at all or nothing
Babe its you and I,
We're looking at all or nothing
Babe its you and I...

Babe its you and I

Today early morning,
Woke up to see off my mum,sis,Aunts,uncles,Cousins,Grandpa and grandma
LOL,
But they took too long to check in and my dad had to leave,
So did I...
So I woke up so early without completely fufiling my objective......

Then received msg from zhan hui to go gift hunting
Then we met at Vivo at 12pm...
It was a long way there...
Walked cluelessly from shop to shop
And did not find a suitable present...
Then we suddenly got an idea and went somewhere to get the present...
Then went bugis to get wrappings,
Took MRT then to EXPO to meet De xian...
Then we went to Sitex to look around...
LOL,
Its VERY CROWDED...
Squeezed our way through...
Getting bumped and bumping others

Finally we went out,
With MANNNNNNY Flyers in hand
Took bus 38 to Tampines interchange,
and walked to tampines one
Then we went to Kimgary to eat early dinner...
It was fairly expensive...
After dinner
we went around tampines one,
Walking aimlessly and talking crap...
LOL,
and then we parted,
Although I was full,
I still asked my dad to cook my share of porridge...
And tat was stupid...
Cuz I felt very full at the end....
LOL,

Now this post's song shall be




LOVEDRUNK---Boys like girls

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you,oh, so bad it hurt
But girl,
in case you haven't heard


I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
forever is over
We used to kiss all night,
now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying,
say hello then goodbye
There's just one thing
would make me say
I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
but now it's over


Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush


I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
forever is over
We used to kiss all night,
now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying,
say hello then goodbye
There's just one thing
would make me say
I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
but now it's over


All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab '
cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you


I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
but now I'm sober


I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
forever is over
We used to kiss all night,
now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying,
say hello then goodbye
There's just one thing
would make me say
I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
but now it's over


Now its over,
Still taste it on my tongue,
Now its over.

Well,
I'm juz going to blog abt today...
Cuz the previous few days were UBER BORING...
It was juz running,basketball,swimming,computers and TV...
So sian...
Maybe 21nov was quite ok cuz i watched the marist's dance auditions...
LOL
It was definitely amusing but a nice attempt though...
I liked the slow motion push ups the best though...
Haha...

OKAY...
Lets get back to TODAY,
ITS SJAB FLAG DAY!!!
But of all days,
A Wednesday?
Its like a working day and its so sian...
Besides we feel a little guilty delaying ppl from going to work...
Anyway,
Majority of the Passer-bys were considerably generous
and,ya lor...
Then I came upon this old man...
Who reacted very aggressively when I asked for a donation...
In fact,
He tried to Hit me or the tin can...I not very sure..
But 1 thing for sure...
He attempted an assualt...
Well,
I was taken aback.
But managed to react quickly enough to dodge his blow...
I could feel a sudden rush of violent intent...
and discontent aroused in me.......
In fact I was fuming deep inside,
But I juz smiled...
And then I heard him say alot of dialect...
though I only heard 2words clearly : "KIAM PA"
Well,
Wad did I do wrong?
I dun really noe,
I'm juz doing a part for SJAB and my corp and someone's trying to attempt an assualt...
However
I did consider the fact that he might have been crazy or poorly educated...
But I was unhappy and Angry for the rest of the day...
Then become very sian...
But these are juz assumptions and there are no proof to it...

Another case would be an uncle selling toys...
In the morning,
He told us to stay away from his stall cuz he dun wan us to affect his customers
We understood perfectly and did not disturb him...
Then when a CERTAIN sch came,
I told that CERTAIN sch to stay away...
Then 1 guy did not listen...
And made the uncle mad...
Well,I understand y his angry and the reason to be angry is reasonable
Then he took pics and threatened to call the police...
Heres where the prob comes...
He took pics with Our corp inside also...
Now this was problem,
I dun wan stuff to go wrong for our corp when we did nothing wrong...
So I went to clarify with him lor...
Ok la,although the uncle not very happy...
LOL,But we also cant blame the uncle right...
I'm sure he was a nice guy =)


Then I was doing flag day,
Was bowing until very low and saying "thank you,Have a nice day =)"
ANd even bowing and thanking ppl for donating...
It was EXHAUSTING...
But At least the process was fruitful and it was gd to noe that kind ppl still exist.
Morever,
I met new friends...
1 guy was an adult,
He was a very friendly guy and we chatted quite alot...
Another was a girl who was same aged as me...
Apparently she was selling some stuff for a company called beyond beauty...
LOL,Unfortunately I wasn't able to buy any of the company's promotion
So PPL OUT THERE,
Do go down to Bedok interchange and take a look =)

Well and making these 2 frens is wad made this year's flag day most memorable
And also becuz I was super angry on this flag day...
Yea...
And the song for today is



CRAZY---SIMPLE PLAN

Tell me what's wrong with society,
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams
Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me


Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong


I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III
No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me


Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong


Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?
Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUVs
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to shareI guess life's unfair


Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong


Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong




Stepping back into life

Juz came back from HQ not long ago...
Went there to spectate dance auditions for ZPN...
Together with Joson,Yan Hui,Jing wei...
Our dance was hilarious and rather entertaining,
Then saw Ting xin,Aaron,Poh wei and pei ling...
LOL
Then ting xin keep disturbing my hair...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
BULLY! :P
Then come home click facebook games,
-_-'''

17nov'09
LEAVERS CEREMONY!~
In sch hall,
SCH UNIFORM,
SCH CATERER FOOD...
I m speechless,
Took pics,
Collect stuff,
Then headed for Alex's house to stay over...
VERY FUN!
Play bridge and bridge and bridge...
SIAO one
THen talked with the rest abt,erm...SOMETHING,
Until like 3am...
LOL!
Then sleep-shouted...
Although I wasnt dreaming...
LOL


18nov'09
Left alex's house by 9am,
Went to Eunos CC with marc,tim,michael,cheng ding
Played badminton...
LOL,
Then went to macs for lunch,
Then chiong basketball after I reached home...
Got muscle ache...zzz


19nov'09
Went out to the street soccer court known as THE CAGE
Was rather lost...
LOL
But in the end My frens found me and brought me there...
Then went for a game of soccer,
HEHE,
Scored quite a number of goals although its been a long time since I played...
HAHA

20nov'09
Went back corp,
Collected tin cans for flag day,
Then went out to eat with lester,Yanssen,Marc,Shaun chew and Aloysious
At PIzza hut,
LOL
Then went Grandma house to MAPLE!!!
HEHEHEHEHAHAHA,
MAPLE FEISTA!!!




This I promise you---N'SYNC

Finally,Its been a couple of days since O lvls ended
What now?
WORK WORK WORK,
TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN
Time to go CRAAAAAZY
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
But then something happened...
And it may slow me down,
zzz
Lets recap

13nov'09
End of O lvls,
Squadmates and I went down to observe activity...
Then went to kallang leisure park with moses,marc,tim,yongzhi,michael and joson...
Then went bowling,arcade and ice skating...
Quite fun,
Then watch ppl fall and fall...
Quite funny
Then when we left...
Ran to bus stop...
Through the pouring rain...
COLD COLD RAIN
And the bus took freaking long to come...zzz
Then went ah ma house...
LOL


14nov'09
MARC'S B'DAE
Morning met at dhoby ghaut
then was waiting for cheng ding
So we went Zone X
Play dancing one
zzz
Quite tiring...
Very weird also...
LOL
Then got ppl looking zzz
Super embarassing...
Then went to cathy and watch 2012...
ITS A NICE MOVIE
And I think the animation was gd too...
Rather touching too
I teared alittle at the end,
LOL!
This movie brings out the difference between humane and inhumane
Quite nice :)
Lol...

15nov'09
SLACK DAY...
Seriously nothing to do...
Went for morning jog,
Breakfast,
Read NEW MOON,
Swim
then STONE...
SLp Slp SLp...
Dunno wad to do...
STUN!
Then go ah ma house...
LOL
Must find some things to do...
zzz

16nov'09
Went for job interview...
I was like stunned when I realised its juz like 2 questions
And then bye bye...
Like...Nothing to say sia
lol
Sianz
Then saw some other marists at the interview,
LOL
Then went basketball,


Today,Later gonna go repair badminton racket and go Leavers ceremony...
Sian
Anyway,
The gd thing is we going to stay at alex's house :)
COOL...
Haha
And the song of the post is Maybe by secondhand seranade...




MAYBE---Secondhand seranade

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength
To let you go


Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe,
That everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place


There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for so long
About the things that kept you by my side when I was wrong


Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place


And someday,
I promise I'll be gone
And someday,
I might even sing this song
To you,
I might even sing this song,
to you
to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it Better than it ever was
So just come back I'll make it Better than it ever was


Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place


Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place







Live Goes on,
Cause it has to.......

Last week of O lvls alr...
And then its PARTY TIME!
WOOTS...
But that'll have to wait...
Having an outing with squadmates on friday...
HEHE,But we're still unsure where to go...zzz
SIANZ...
So many things I want to do...But yet hols is so short...zzz
Theres Work,Judo,Guitar lessons,Language lessons and etc.
Like very difficult to juggle also...
zzz
In the meantime,
End of O lvls mean that I can go back to corp more often...
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
BUCK UP!!!Keep the enthusiasm high...
Time to snap out of ur dreamland and come back to reality



FAR AWAY---NICKELBACK

This time,
This place,
Misused,
Misplaced,
Too long,
Too late,
Who was I to make you wait?
Just one chance,
Just one breath,
Just in case there's just one left,
Cause you know,
You know,
You know,


I love you,
I have loved you all along,
I miss you,
Been far away for far too long,
I keep dreaming if you'll be with me and you'll never go,
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore,


On my knees,
I'll ask,
Last chance for one last dance,
Cause with you,
I'll withstand,
All of it to hold your hand,
I'd give it all,
I'd give for us,
Give anything but I won't give up,
Cause you know,
You know,
You know,


I love you,
I have loved you all along,
I miss you,
Been far away for far too long,
I keep dreaming if you'll be with me and you'll never go,
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore.


So far away,
Been far away for far too long,
So far away,
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
You know,
You know,

I wanted,
I wanted you to stay,
Cause I needed,
I need to hear you say,


I love you,
I have loved you all along,
I forgive you,
Been far away for far too long,
So keep breathing cause I'm not leaving you anymore,
Believe it,Hold on to it,never let me go,


Keep breathing cause I'm not leaving you anymore,
Hold on to it,never let me go
Keep breathing cause I'm not leaving you anymore,
Hold on to it,Never let me go





Life,Goes on...

Ok,
Here to update...
Erm,
Where do I start...
Hmmmm...
So many things happened...

Erm,
PE had been fun recently...
Especially the game of Captain's ball with my team...
Wad an unexpected combination of players...
With David,Mervin,Wilson,Daryl and Nigel...
Straight winning streak...
But it was broken by a draw initiated from Yong jia's team...
But we won them in the rematch...
I could sense each of our determination
and it resulted in a little violence(NOT ME) but still quite ok...
Anyway it was a friendly match...
Totally changing strategies during the match...
So FUN!!!

O lvls are coming
This means time to cut down the fun...
MUGGER MOOD ACTIVATED
Haha...




Best In Me------Blue

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine,
You touched my hand and I knew that this was gonna be our time,
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling,
I don't wanna spend a moment apart,


Cause you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do,
Thats why I'm by your side,
Thats why I love you


Everyday that I'm here with you I know that it feels right,
I just got to be near you every day and every night,
And you know that we belong together,
It just had to be you and me,


Cause you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do,
Thats why I'm by your side,
Thats why I love you


And you know we belong together,
It just had to be you and me

Cause you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do,
Thats why I'm by your side


Cause you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do,
Thats why I'm by your side,
Thats why I love you


Baby,
Cause you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do,
Thats why I'm by your side,
Thats why I love you

Cant believe It
I m destroyed...
Not on the outside...
But from the inside...........
How very pathetic...
Purely pathetic.......
Pictures and moments flash through my head...
Tears well up in my eyes.........
Pretending to be fine,
Faking a smile...
Faking a laugh......
Just to reassure the people around me......

I m now like a glass bottle...
Others are like plastic bottles...
They fall from height and stays intact...
Able to get up again...
But when I fall from height...
I shatter into many small pieces...
And it would take a long time to piece me back together with super glue...
But wad are the chances?
Or I'll have some missing fragments...
And never be whole again...........
Well,I guess thats too bad for me...

On the other hand,prelims coming in 2 weeks...
Gotta work hard...


Emotional Chaos has befallen...
Let the emotions take over.........

There is a wonderful song which goes with the emotion...
And its lyrics are filled with meaning
and may even be applied to myself...
Here goes


Mary Jane------Click Five


I didn't cry the day you moved away,
I didn't think that I will feel this pain,
Until I saw the stranger that was you,
Whatever happened to our innocence,
And that something you said about being friends,
Tell me how,
Help me say the words out loud,


Could it be,
That nothings' gonna change,
Cause time has got a way of taking back,
Everything you thought you had,
Can you see,
The girl you used to be,
The one I lost when I let go of you,
Oh whatever happened to,
Mary Jane


I need to wake up from this state of mind,
The situation is the staying kind,
I got to get your memory out of my head,
Would you catch me if I had a fall,
Would you even find the time for that at all,
Tell me how,
Help me say those words out loud,


Could it be,
That nothings' gonna change,
Cause time has got a way of taking back,
Everything you thought you had,
Can you see,
The girl you used to be,
The one I lost when I let go of you,
Oh whatever happened to,
Mary Jane


Cause time has taken back,
Everything I thought we had,
Tell me how,
Help me say the words out loud,


Could it be,
That nothings' gonna change,
Cause time has got a way of taking back,
Everything you thought you had,
Can you see,
The girl you used to be,
The one I lost when I let go of you,
Oh whatever happened to,
Mary Jane

Oh whatever happened to,
Mary Jane

Well,
Its been sometimes since I've updated...
Lets talk about something very old...
POP
Finally passed out...
Kinda happy...
Took alot of photos with my squad and the cadets...
I'll miss them...

And now I guess its time to train in the midst of my studies...
Lets do some intensive physical training
To drown off all that misery
Haha...

And the song of this post is...





TRUE~~~Ryan Cabrera
I won't talk,
I won't breathe,
I won't move
Till you finally see,
That you belong to me,
You might think
I don't look,
But deep inside
The corner of my mind,
I'm attached to you,
I'm weak its true,
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer,
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster,


I've waited all my life,
To cross this line,
To the only things thats true
So I will not hide,
Its time to try,
Anything to be with you,
All my life I've waited
This is true


You don't know,
What you do,
Everytime,
You walk into the room,
I'm afraid to move,
I'm weak its true,
I'm just scared to know the ending,
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?


I've waited all my life
To cross this line,
To the only things thats true,
So I'll not hide,
Its time to try,
Anything to be with you,
All my life I've waited,
This is true


I know when I go,
I'll be on my way to you,
The way thats true


I've waited all my life,
To cross this line,
To the only things thats true,
So I'll not hide,
Its time to try,
Anything to be with you,
All my life I've waited,
This is true

School was horrible today...
Feel damm lethargic today...
Since the first period...
I was like going to explode...
Felt a huge surge of heat in me...
Felt like destroying the wall right beside me with my bare hands...
ARGHHHH!!!
I also not sure why...
zzz

Came back home,
Did the usual stuff...
Then was still feeling lethargic and miserable
So decided to go for a run...
Ran to Expo,
Then went to a super huge conjunction near a newater plant,
Then crossed a road,
Then ran a round around the perimeter of Expo and expo mrt....
Nearly got lost...zzz
Then ran back home......
Frog jumped up flights of stairs,
But still not good enough...
Ran for I think around 40minutes?
And I dunno how far I ran... -_-

But after all,came back feeling alot better....

Anyway,
Heres another nice song


想太多~~~李玖哲

你笑着说，
他是朋友，
但你眼中太温柔，
我的不安，
那么沉重，
只有你不懂，

他霸占了你的心中，
属于我的角落，
所以你说，
我们，
不是你和我，


是我想太多，
你总这样说，
但你却没有，
真的心疼我，
是我想太多，
我也这样说，
这是唯一能安慰我，
的理由


他霸占了你的心中，
属于我的角落，
所以你说，
我们，
不是你和我，


是我想太多，
你总这样说，
但你却没有，
真的心疼我，
是我想太多，
我也这样说，
这是唯一能安慰我
的理由


我想我没有，
错怪了什么，
虽然你不说，
或许错在我，
太晚我才懂，
爱了你太多，


是我想太多，
你总这样说，
但你却没有，
真的心疼我，
是我想太多，
我也这样说，
这是唯一能安慰我
的理由






Status:疯

Lets see...Wad happened today?
Had PE today,
Basketball all the way,
Slightly off form today although quite accurate at times...
Then lessons...
Chiong English summary...
zzz
Then Chemistry test next Monday...
Geog test tomorrow...
Sianz......
RECESS...
But Cafe not opened today...
zzz
So sian,
Decided not to eat...
Lessons again
Then dismissal bell rang...
Lunched with a couple of friends,
Then talk about our P1 days...
Then someone damm funny,
Say the catered chicken rice we ate back then was from Jacks Place
It was like WTF...
None of us ever heard of Jacks place selling chicken rice...
LOL...
Then we were all laughing like mad...
And we kept suaning him...
LMAO......
Then Bio lesson...



My dear cadets and NCOs,
Its time to buck up.........
U guys have been too slack for too long..................
And its time we brought up the discipline standard to my satisfication...
And I wont tolerate idiotic behaviour,
Cause if u want to act like one,
I'll treat u like one.....
Although my POP parade is coming,
I'll be back(if I can)............
And if discipline is still at ur PATHETHIC level,
U noe wad will happen...............
Find back the Bloody enthusiasim that u have lost,
For thats ur survival pack in this warzone...
U guys have such great potential...
But yet u guys do not use it......
So now its time to unleash ur potential...
加油,I'll be watching you guys.....................


Just suddenly into this song recently,
Or rather OBSESSED over it...
HAHA...Lol,
Enjoy

FOREVER LOVE~~~王力宏

爱你不是因为你的美而已，
我越来越爱你，
每个眼神触动我的心，
因为你让我看见 forever，
才了解自己，
未来这些日子，
要好好珍惜，

爱我有些痛苦，
有些不公平，
如果真的爱我，
不是理所当然的决定，
感到你的呼吸在我耳边，
像微风神奇，
温柔的安抚，
我的不安定，

所以我要，
每天研究你的笑容，
Oh...
多么自然，


Forever Love,
Forever Love,
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你，
从今以后，你会使所有，
幸福的理由


爱情是场最美最远的旅行，
沿途雨季泥泞，
偶尔阻碍我们的前进，
感到你的体温在我怀里像阳光和旬，
巧妙的融化我的不安定，

不可思议，
证明我爱你的理由，
Oh...
多么自然，


Forever Love,
Forever Love,
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你，
从今以后，你会使所有，
幸福的理由


你感动的眼睛，
我沉默的声音，
仿佛就是最好的证明，
就让我再说一次，
I Love You,
Oh...
直到永远，
Oh...


Forever Love,
Forever Love,
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你，
从今以后，你会使所有，
幸福的理由

Forever Love,
Forever Love,

Forever Love......



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