Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Finally,
After days of rest,
I decided to post again...
Last sunday,13dec2009
Had ANCO outing again...
We went to sing KTV again,
But this time at Topone KTV,
The price was rather high,
But we had free flow of ice drinks,
So I guess its worth it,
Whats more,
WE SANG FOR 7HOURS!!!
OMG,
It sounds so long but it actually felt ok...
HAHA,
In fact we did not manage to finish all the songs we wanted to sing
O_O...
This time round,
Quite a number of Hokkien and GuangDong songs appeared,
LMAO!!!
Apparently the older generations were enjoying that part...
HAHAHAHAHA,
Had alot of fun...
Kenneth,Ai suan,Wei qiang,Ying ying,siang ning,Zhan Hui,Pei Ling,Aaron
They were present during Ktv session...
Then I forgotten who found a SMOKE button...
And then some ppl kept spamming it...
They smoke smelt utterly revolting...
And then Zhan Hui told me that it smelt like honey -_-...
Then we also played with the light effects...
Seriously,
This is like a UBER FUN KTV SESSION!!!
There were a few songs that we sang until everyone very HIGH!!!
CRAZY!
The most memorable would still be wang fei by xiao jing teng...
LOL
ROOCKERZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Then Arens came and met us,
He wasn't really feeling well,
Went to Iluma Arcade...
Play awhile...
Then De xian came...
Then we went to some coffee shop opposite iluma to eat dinner...
Shan't elaborate on the details,
Cuz its rather Epic...
LOL...
Then after dinner,Went to walk walk around Bugis junction...
Haha,
Talked alot of crap too...
Then finally we ended the outing at the mrt station...
Then took mrt with Arens...
He really seemed quite sick...
Hopes he gets well soon...




Song of the post,

Life After You---Daughtry

shall post lyrics later...

Friday, December 4, 2009
Now its freaking late...
Freaking sleepy now...
But shall still finish this blog post...
Lets recap on 29nov to 30nov...

Ai suan's bdae chalet...
She asked me to go like months ago...
Then I said ok
And then suddenly corp anni pop up 2weeks ago?
So bo bian cant go corp anni cuz I said I going alr...
In the morning,
Me,Zhan Hui,Benjamin,Cheng ding and tim
went Hq count money,
Count until fingertips all black,
So dirty...
Got 2 cuts from this count-money-session...
1 from pulling at a sharp corner of the can lid,
another from jabbing the pen too hard at the lid,
Causing the pen to aim my own hand accidentally,
-_-...
Lame,I know...
Then went pool with Arens and Zhan Hui...
Then rushed down to Jurong East Mrt...
Those 2 insisted on cabbing to cheverons
But we ended up walking there...
Firstly by going to IMM,
Then we asked for directions at IMM...
Then we tot we got lost when actually we were on the right track...
LOL....
Then we arrived...
And suddenly I realised something,
I forgotten that dress code was smart casual...
DAMM IT!
And I was wearing a PT-kit...
Carrying a bag which looks similar to a camping bag...
-_-
So i practically looked like I was going for camp...
Then ate the food,
Changed into something more casual but still pathethic...
Then played cards like siao,until i damm sian...
dun wan play alr,
Den go watch the water in the swimming pool
Creating water ripples...
Then alex joined in the water ripples session...
And then some ppl came in to play water...
Disturbing my ripples so i got bored and went outside to talk with alex...
Talk alot of rubbish,
Haha...
Then time to sing song...
SING SING SING...
Then photos eat cake...
Look for "missing" chairs...
Watch alittle tv...
Went upstairs to play mahjong...
Then pei ling and siang ning learnt to play...
The mahjong games would probably be the most memorable ones i played
Its like some super mahjong comedy or something...
With Pei ling's exaggerating reaction when she gets a tile...
And her attempts to flip her tiles all together...
Ying Ying giving me 8 tiles and she take 16...
Pei ling's super loud "PENG!!!!!"
and her being unable to differentiate "CHI" and "PENG" initially

All together,
Its HILARIOUS...
But its utterly ridiculous too...
I was quite pissed off when this happened too often...
Played till 4am...
EVERYONE was tired except 1 person
PEI LING!
CRAZY SIA!
Shes like some MAHJONG ADDICT...
WIth mahjong she like so JING SHEN!!!
Then she dun feel tired one...
Its like WTF!
MADNESS!!!
Then went downstairs to slp...
woke up to see Arens leave,
Locked the door and went to slp on couch while alex on mattress,
The Couch was UBER COLD!!!
Dunno how Arens slept there...
I was huddled up within minutes...
Then slept till quite late...
LOL,
Went to pack up,and checked out,
Then took bus to Cdans
Bowled and Alex got most points...
LOL

Song of the post is All or nothing by Theory of deadman
Will post lyrics next time,
Now must slp tmr need wake up early...
CIAOS

Thursday, November 26, 2009
Today early morning,
Woke up to see off my mum,sis,Aunts,uncles,Cousins,Grandpa and grandma
LOL,
But they took too long to check in and my dad had to leave,
So did I...
So I woke up so early without completely fufiling my objective......

Then received msg from zhan hui to go gift hunting
Then we met at Vivo at 12pm...
It was a long way there...
Walked cluelessly from shop to shop
And did not find a suitable present...
Then we suddenly got an idea and went somewhere to get the present...
Then went bugis to get wrappings,
Took MRT then to EXPO to meet De xian...
Then we went to Sitex to look around...
LOL,
Its VERY CROWDED...
Squeezed our way through...
Getting bumped and bumping others

Finally we went out,
With MANNNNNNY Flyers in hand
Took bus 38 to Tampines interchange,
and walked to tampines one
Then we went to Kimgary to eat early dinner...
It was fairly expensive...
After dinner
we went around tampines one,
Walking aimlessly and talking crap...
LOL,
and then we parted,
Although I was full,
I still asked my dad to cook my share of porridge...
And tat was stupid...
Cuz I felt very full at the end....
LOL,

Now this post's song shall be




LOVEDRUNK---Boys like girls

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you,oh, so bad it hurt
But girl,
in case you haven't heard


I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
forever is over
We used to kiss all night,
now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying,
say hello then goodbye
There's just one thing
would make me say
I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
but now it's over


Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush


I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
forever is over
We used to kiss all night,
now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying,
say hello then goodbye
There's just one thing
would make me say
I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
but now it's over


All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab '
cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you


I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
but now I'm sober


I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
forever is over
We used to kiss all night,
now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying,
say hello then goodbye
There's just one thing
would make me say
I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever,
but now it's over


Now its over,
Still taste it on my tongue,
Now its over.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Well,
I'm juz going to blog abt today...
Cuz the previous few days were UBER BORING...
It was juz running,basketball,swimming,computers and TV...
So sian...
Maybe 21nov was quite ok cuz i watched the marist's dance auditions...
LOL
It was definitely amusing but a nice attempt though...
I liked the slow motion push ups the best though...
Haha...

OKAY...
Lets get back to TODAY,
ITS SJAB FLAG DAY!!!
But of all days,
A Wednesday?
Its like a working day and its so sian...
Besides we feel a little guilty delaying ppl from going to work...
Anyway,
Majority of the Passer-bys were considerably generous
and,ya lor...
Then I came upon this old man...
Who reacted very aggressively when I asked for a donation...
In fact,
He tried to Hit me or the tin can...I not very sure..
But 1 thing for sure...
He attempted an assualt...
Well,
I was taken aback.
But managed to react quickly enough to dodge his blow...
I could feel a sudden rush of violent intent...
and discontent aroused in me.......
In fact I was fuming deep inside,
But I juz smiled...
And then I heard him say alot of dialect...
though I only heard 2words clearly : "KIAM PA"
Well,
Wad did I do wrong?
I dun really noe,
I'm juz doing a part for SJAB and my corp and someone's trying to attempt an assualt...
However
I did consider the fact that he might have been crazy or poorly educated...
But I was unhappy and Angry for the rest of the day...
Then become very sian...
But these are juz assumptions and there are no proof to it...

Another case would be an uncle selling toys...
In the morning,
He told us to stay away from his stall cuz he dun wan us to affect his customers
We understood perfectly and did not disturb him...
Then when a CERTAIN sch came,
I told that CERTAIN sch to stay away...
Then 1 guy did not listen...
And made the uncle mad...
Well,I understand y his angry and the reason to be angry is reasonable
Then he took pics and threatened to call the police...
Heres where the prob comes...
He took pics with Our corp inside also...
Now this was problem,
I dun wan stuff to go wrong for our corp when we did nothing wrong...
So I went to clarify with him lor...
Ok la,although the uncle not very happy...
LOL,But we also cant blame the uncle right...
I'm sure he was a nice guy =)


Then I was doing flag day,
Was bowing until very low and saying "thank you,Have a nice day =)"
ANd even bowing and thanking ppl for donating...
It was EXHAUSTING...
But At least the process was fruitful and it was gd to noe that kind ppl still exist.
Morever,
I met new friends...
1 guy was an adult,
He was a very friendly guy and we chatted quite alot...
Another was a girl who was same aged as me...
Apparently she was selling some stuff for a company called beyond beauty...
LOL,Unfortunately I wasn't able to buy any of the company's promotion
So PPL OUT THERE,
Do go down to Bedok interchange and take a look =)

Well and making these 2 frens is wad made this year's flag day most memorable
And also becuz I was super angry on this flag day...
Yea...
And the song for today is



CRAZY---SIMPLE PLAN

Tell me what's wrong with society,
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams
Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me


Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong


I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III
No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me


Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong


Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?
Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUVs
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to shareI guess life's unfair


Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong


Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong




Stepping back into life

Saturday, November 21, 2009
Juz came back from HQ not long ago...
Went there to spectate dance auditions for ZPN...
Together with Joson,Yan Hui,Jing wei...
Our dance was hilarious and rather entertaining,
Then saw Ting xin,Aaron,Poh wei and pei ling...
LOL
Then ting xin keep disturbing my hair...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
BULLY! :P
Then come home click facebook games,
-_-'''

17nov'09
LEAVERS CEREMONY!~
In sch hall,
SCH UNIFORM,
SCH CATERER FOOD...
I m speechless,
Took pics,
Collect stuff,
Then headed for Alex's house to stay over...
VERY FUN!
Play bridge and bridge and bridge...
SIAO one
THen talked with the rest abt,erm...SOMETHING,
Until like 3am...
LOL!
Then sleep-shouted...
Although I wasnt dreaming...
LOL


18nov'09
Left alex's house by 9am,
Went to Eunos CC with marc,tim,michael,cheng ding
Played badminton...
LOL,
Then went to macs for lunch,
Then chiong basketball after I reached home...
Got muscle ache...zzz


19nov'09
Went out to the street soccer court known as THE CAGE
Was rather lost...
LOL
But in the end My frens found me and brought me there...
Then went for a game of soccer,
HEHE,
Scored quite a number of goals although its been a long time since I played...
HAHA

20nov'09
Went back corp,
Collected tin cans for flag day,
Then went out to eat with lester,Yanssen,Marc,Shaun chew and Aloysious
At PIzza hut,
LOL
Then went Grandma house to MAPLE!!!
HEHEHEHEHAHAHA,
MAPLE FEISTA!!!




This I promise you---N'SYNC

Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Finally,Its been a couple of days since O lvls ended
What now?
WORK WORK WORK,
TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN
Time to go CRAAAAAZY
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
But then something happened...
And it may slow me down,
zzz
Lets recap

13nov'09
End of O lvls,
Squadmates and I went down to observe activity...
Then went to kallang leisure park with moses,marc,tim,yongzhi,michael and joson...
Then went bowling,arcade and ice skating...
Quite fun,
Then watch ppl fall and fall...
Quite funny
Then when we left...
Ran to bus stop...
Through the pouring rain...
COLD COLD RAIN
And the bus took freaking long to come...zzz
Then went ah ma house...
LOL


14nov'09
MARC'S B'DAE
Morning met at dhoby ghaut
then was waiting for cheng ding
So we went Zone X
Play dancing one
zzz
Quite tiring...
Very weird also...
LOL
Then got ppl looking zzz
Super embarassing...
Then went to cathy and watch 2012...
ITS A NICE MOVIE
And I think the animation was gd too...
Rather touching too
I teared alittle at the end,
LOL!
This movie brings out the difference between humane and inhumane
Quite nice :)
Lol...

15nov'09
SLACK DAY...
Seriously nothing to do...
Went for morning jog,
Breakfast,
Read NEW MOON,
Swim
then STONE...
SLp Slp SLp...
Dunno wad to do...
STUN!
Then go ah ma house...
LOL
Must find some things to do...
zzz

16nov'09
Went for job interview...
I was like stunned when I realised its juz like 2 questions
And then bye bye...
Like...Nothing to say sia
lol
Sianz
Then saw some other marists at the interview,
LOL
Then went basketball,


Today,Later gonna go repair badminton racket and go Leavers ceremony...
Sian
Anyway,
The gd thing is we going to stay at alex's house :)
COOL...
Haha
And the song of the post is Maybe by secondhand seranade...




MAYBE---Secondhand seranade

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength
To let you go


Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe,
That everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place


There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for so long
About the things that kept you by my side when I was wrong


Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place


And someday,
I promise I'll be gone
And someday,
I might even sing this song
To you,
I might even sing this song,
to you
to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it Better than it ever was
So just come back I'll make it Better than it ever was


Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place


Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place







Live Goes on,
Cause it has to.......

Monday, November 9, 2009
Last week of O lvls alr...
And then its PARTY TIME!
WOOTS...
But that'll have to wait...
Having an outing with squadmates on friday...
HEHE,But we're still unsure where to go...zzz
SIANZ...
So many things I want to do...But yet hols is so short...zzz
Theres Work,Judo,Guitar lessons,Language lessons and etc.
Like very difficult to juggle also...
zzz
In the meantime,
End of O lvls mean that I can go back to corp more often...
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
BUCK UP!!!Keep the enthusiasm high...
Time to snap out of ur dreamland and come back to reality



FAR AWAY---NICKELBACK

This time,
This place,
Misused,
Misplaced,
Too long,
Too late,
Who was I to make you wait?
Just one chance,
Just one breath,
Just in case there's just one left,
Cause you know,
You know,
You know,


I love you,
I have loved you all along,
I miss you,
Been far away for far too long,
I keep dreaming if you'll be with me and you'll never go,
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore,


On my knees,
I'll ask,
Last chance for one last dance,
Cause with you,
I'll withstand,
All of it to hold your hand,
I'd give it all,
I'd give for us,
Give anything but I won't give up,
Cause you know,
You know,
You know,


I love you,
I have loved you all along,
I miss you,
Been far away for far too long,
I keep dreaming if you'll be with me and you'll never go,
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore.


So far away,
Been far away for far too long,
So far away,
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
You know,
You know,

I wanted,
I wanted you to stay,
Cause I needed,
I need to hear you say,


I love you,
I have loved you all along,
I forgive you,
Been far away for far too long,
So keep breathing cause I'm not leaving you anymore,
Believe it,Hold on to it,never let me go,


Keep breathing cause I'm not leaving you anymore,
Hold on to it,never let me go
Keep breathing cause I'm not leaving you anymore,
Hold on to it,Never let me go





Life,Goes on...

Sunday, October 4, 2009
Ok,
Here to update...
Erm,
Where do I start...
Hmmmm...
So many things happened...

Erm,
PE had been fun recently...
Especially the game of Captain's ball with my team...
Wad an unexpected combination of players...
With David,Mervin,Wilson,Daryl and Nigel...
Straight winning streak...
But it was broken by a draw initiated from Yong jia's team...
But we won them in the rematch...
I could sense each of our determination
and it resulted in a little violence(NOT ME) but still quite ok...
Anyway it was a friendly match...
Totally changing strategies during the match...
So FUN!!!

O lvls are coming
This means time to cut down the fun...
MUGGER MOOD ACTIVATED
Haha...




Best In Me------Blue

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine,
You touched my hand and I knew that this was gonna be our time,
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling,
I don't wanna spend a moment apart,


Cause you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do,
Thats why I'm by your side,
Thats why I love you


Everyday that I'm here with you I know that it feels right,
I just got to be near you every day and every night,
And you know that we belong together,
It just had to be you and me,


Cause you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do,
Thats why I'm by your side,
Thats why I love you


And you know we belong together,
It just had to be you and me

Cause you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do,
Thats why I'm by your side


Cause you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do,
Thats why I'm by your side,
Thats why I love you


Baby,
Cause you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do,
Thats why I'm by your side,
Thats why I love you

Friday, August 14, 2009
Cant believe It
I m destroyed...
Not on the outside...
But from the inside...........
How very pathetic...
Purely pathetic.......
Pictures and moments flash through my head...
Tears well up in my eyes.........
Pretending to be fine,
Faking a smile...
Faking a laugh......
Just to reassure the people around me......

I m now like a glass bottle...
Others are like plastic bottles...
They fall from height and stays intact...
Able to get up again...
But when I fall from height...
I shatter into many small pieces...
And it would take a long time to piece me back together with super glue...
But wad are the chances?
Or I'll have some missing fragments...
And never be whole again...........
Well,I guess thats too bad for me...

On the other hand,prelims coming in 2 weeks...
Gotta work hard...


Emotional Chaos has befallen...
Let the emotions take over.........

There is a wonderful song which goes with the emotion...
And its lyrics are filled with meaning
and may even be applied to myself...
Here goes


Mary Jane------Click Five


I didn't cry the day you moved away,
I didn't think that I will feel this pain,
Until I saw the stranger that was you,
Whatever happened to our innocence,
And that something you said about being friends,
Tell me how,
Help me say the words out loud,


Could it be,
That nothings' gonna change,
Cause time has got a way of taking back,
Everything you thought you had,
Can you see,
The girl you used to be,
The one I lost when I let go of you,
Oh whatever happened to,
Mary Jane


I need to wake up from this state of mind,
The situation is the staying kind,
I got to get your memory out of my head,
Would you catch me if I had a fall,
Would you even find the time for that at all,
Tell me how,
Help me say those words out loud,


Could it be,
That nothings' gonna change,
Cause time has got a way of taking back,
Everything you thought you had,
Can you see,
The girl you used to be,
The one I lost when I let go of you,
Oh whatever happened to,
Mary Jane


Cause time has taken back,
Everything I thought we had,
Tell me how,
Help me say the words out loud,


Could it be,
That nothings' gonna change,
Cause time has got a way of taking back,
Everything you thought you had,
Can you see,
The girl you used to be,
The one I lost when I let go of you,
Oh whatever happened to,
Mary Jane

Oh whatever happened to,
Mary Jane

Sunday, August 2, 2009
Well,
Its been sometimes since I've updated...
Lets talk about something very old...
POP
Finally passed out...
Kinda happy...
Took alot of photos with my squad and the cadets...
I'll miss them...

And now I guess its time to train in the midst of my studies...
Lets do some intensive physical training
To drown off all that misery
Haha...

And the song of this post is...





TRUE~~~Ryan Cabrera
I won't talk,
I won't breathe,
I won't move
Till you finally see,
That you belong to me,
You might think
I don't look,
But deep inside
The corner of my mind,
I'm attached to you,
I'm weak its true,
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer,
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster,


I've waited all my life,
To cross this line,
To the only things thats true
So I will not hide,
Its time to try,
Anything to be with you,
All my life I've waited
This is true


You don't know,
What you do,
Everytime,
You walk into the room,
I'm afraid to move,
I'm weak its true,
I'm just scared to know the ending,
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?


I've waited all my life
To cross this line,
To the only things thats true,
So I'll not hide,
Its time to try,
Anything to be with you,
All my life I've waited,
This is true


I know when I go,
I'll be on my way to you,
The way thats true


I've waited all my life,
To cross this line,
To the only things thats true,
So I'll not hide,
Its time to try,
Anything to be with you,
All my life I've waited,
This is true

Friday, July 17, 2009
School was horrible today...
Feel damm lethargic today...
Since the first period...
I was like going to explode...
Felt a huge surge of heat in me...
Felt like destroying the wall right beside me with my bare hands...
ARGHHHH!!!
I also not sure why...
zzz

Came back home,
Did the usual stuff...
Then was still feeling lethargic and miserable
So decided to go for a run...
Ran to Expo,
Then went to a super huge conjunction near a newater plant,
Then crossed a road,
Then ran a round around the perimeter of Expo and expo mrt....
Nearly got lost...zzz
Then ran back home......
Frog jumped up flights of stairs,
But still not good enough...
Ran for I think around 40minutes?
And I dunno how far I ran... -_-

But after all,came back feeling alot better....

Anyway,
Heres another nice song


想太多~~~李玖哲

你笑着说，
他是朋友，
但你眼中太温柔，
我的不安，
那么沉重，
只有你不懂，

他霸占了你的心中，
属于我的角落，
所以你说，
我们，
不是你和我，


是我想太多，
你总这样说，
但你却没有，
真的心疼我，
是我想太多，
我也这样说，
这是唯一能安慰我，
的理由


他霸占了你的心中，
属于我的角落，
所以你说，
我们，
不是你和我，


是我想太多，
你总这样说，
但你却没有，
真的心疼我，
是我想太多，
我也这样说，
这是唯一能安慰我
的理由


我想我没有，
错怪了什么，
虽然你不说，
或许错在我，
太晚我才懂，
爱了你太多，


是我想太多，
你总这样说，
但你却没有，
真的心疼我，
是我想太多，
我也这样说，
这是唯一能安慰我
的理由






Status:疯

Thursday, July 16, 2009
Lets see...Wad happened today?
Had PE today,
Basketball all the way,
Slightly off form today although quite accurate at times...
Then lessons...
Chiong English summary...
zzz
Then Chemistry test next Monday...
Geog test tomorrow...
Sianz......
RECESS...
But Cafe not opened today...
zzz
So sian,
Decided not to eat...
Lessons again
Then dismissal bell rang...
Lunched with a couple of friends,
Then talk about our P1 days...
Then someone damm funny,
Say the catered chicken rice we ate back then was from Jacks Place
It was like WTF...
None of us ever heard of Jacks place selling chicken rice...
LOL...
Then we were all laughing like mad...
And we kept suaning him...
LMAO......
Then Bio lesson...



My dear cadets and NCOs,
Its time to buck up.........
U guys have been too slack for too long..................
And its time we brought up the discipline standard to my satisfication...
And I wont tolerate idiotic behaviour,
Cause if u want to act like one,
I'll treat u like one.....
Although my POP parade is coming,
I'll be back(if I can)............
And if discipline is still at ur PATHETHIC level,
U noe wad will happen...............
Find back the Bloody enthusiasim that u have lost,
For thats ur survival pack in this warzone...
U guys have such great potential...
But yet u guys do not use it......
So now its time to unleash ur potential...
加油,I'll be watching you guys.....................


Just suddenly into this song recently,
Or rather OBSESSED over it...
HAHA...Lol,
Enjoy

FOREVER LOVE~~~王力宏

爱你不是因为你的美而已，
我越来越爱你，
每个眼神触动我的心，
因为你让我看见 forever，
才了解自己，
未来这些日子，
要好好珍惜，

爱我有些痛苦，
有些不公平，
如果真的爱我，
不是理所当然的决定，
感到你的呼吸在我耳边，
像微风神奇，
温柔的安抚，
我的不安定，

所以我要，
每天研究你的笑容，
Oh...
多么自然，


Forever Love,
Forever Love,
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你，
从今以后，你会使所有，
幸福的理由


爱情是场最美最远的旅行，
沿途雨季泥泞，
偶尔阻碍我们的前进，
感到你的体温在我怀里像阳光和旬，
巧妙的融化我的不安定，

不可思议，
证明我爱你的理由，
Oh...
多么自然，


Forever Love,
Forever Love,
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你，
从今以后，你会使所有，
幸福的理由


你感动的眼睛，
我沉默的声音，
仿佛就是最好的证明，
就让我再说一次，
I Love You,
Oh...
直到永远，
Oh...


Forever Love,
Forever Love,
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你，
从今以后，你会使所有，
幸福的理由

Forever Love,
Forever Love,

Forever Love......



Status: Seriously Serious(HAHAHAHA)

Monday, July 6, 2009
Well,
First time officially trying to jio someone(After O's)...
Rejected(Before O's,HAHAHAHAHA)
Hmmmm,
Initially
I was heart broken
Crestfallen,
Devastated...
Sitting on the bed,
Thinking about all the times we shared,
Tear drops slid down my face..........

But after I dunno how long,
I thought about our present situation...
And a great sense of warmth surged through me...
And I no longer felt sad...
But happy...
I was happy for her having sort out her feelings...
I guess,
Loving somebody does not necessarily means to be together with that person...
But to be able to feel sad and happy for her at her situation
And even to say share her joys and feelings...
Without asking anything in return =)
Till the day someone comes and replaces her place in my heart...

Although its still hurts occasionally,
In the end,
I'm still happy,
Her smile is enough to keep me content...

Then after the thinking,
I couldn't sleep so revised geog until 4am...
zzz
And finally slept
HAHAHAHAHA

Well,
I m sure some of u might think I've probably burnt my brain or something...
But I dun care
For this is how I truly feel about this situation and thats that...
In fact I find greater joy in studying now...
Which is like totally SHOCKING
HAHAHAHAHAHA =D
Lol
This is the first time I've ever loved someone so deeply...
Well,
Its too bad...
I guess this is how this fairytale ends
looks like not all fairytales have happy endings...
But learning to fall is all part of life...
And so lemme share with u this song...





LEARNING TO FALL~~~Boys like girls


Today is the day,
The worst day of my life,
You're so content it hurts me,
I don't know why,
The cost of misery,
Is at an all time high,
I keep it hidden,
Close to the surface in sight,

I'm learning to fall,
I can hardly breathe,
When I'm going down don't worry about me,
Don't try this at home,
You said you don't see,
I don't want to know that you know,
It should have been me,

Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie,
He doesn't catch you like I do,
And you don't know why,
You change your clothes and your hair,
But I can't change your mind,
Oh I'm uninvited,
So unrequited now,

I'm learning to fall,
I can hardly breathe,
When I 'm going down don't worry about me,
Don't try this at home,
You said you don't see,
I don't want to know that you know,
It should have been me

Words screaming in my head,
Why did you leave,
I can't stop dreaming
Watching you and him,
When it should have been,it should have been me,

Today is the day,
The worst day of my life....

I'm learning to fall,
I can hardly breathe,
When I'm going down don't worry about me,
Don't try this at home,
You said you don't see,
I don't want to know that you know,
It should have been me,

I'm learning to fall,
I can hardly breathe,
When I'm going down don't worry about me,
Don't try this at home,
You said you don't see,
I don't want to know that you know,
It should have been me,

I'm learning to fall,
I can hardly breathe,
When I'm going down don't worry about me,
Don't try this at home,
You said you don't see,
I don't want to know that you know,
It should have been me....




Status:Happily sadistic...Embrace the devil

Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Updatez...
Yesterday was sianz.........
Tuition tuition tuition......
zzz
Like damm tired la...
zzz
Thank you to all those who showed ur care and concern to me...
Especially Ai suan(Mdm),Justin(Sir),ying ying,Jia Cai(Sir),Joson and many more...
But
Sometimes things are not that simple.............
And I m sorry to say that I cannot stop emo-ing
This would take time.........................
But dun worry...
I m studying real hard and whether I am emo anot does not affect my studies...



Today,
VERY TIRED...
zzz
First 2 period Chemistry...
Ok la...
Just copying stuff for SPA skill 3 test...zzz
Then came bio,
Study Mutations and stuff and quite funny la...
Maths,
Went through the calculus worksheet on differentiation...
Then recess.......
Damm sian.......................
Nothing to do......
Want to go SJAB store but cant find the quartermaster....
zzz
So walk around the school lor...........
zzz
Then went to open class.....
And some stupid thing happened but its just damm stupid...
Then double period of SS
and then last period was english..........
After class...
Was like stone at my seat...........................................
So many things about all that have happened were running through my mind....
And I was thinking of alot of bad things which may happen in future...
zzz
Then went to return classkey......
Met friends at the bus stop
Went for lunch together....
Mrt home.......
zzz
Exhausted...
But still need come back home chiong Homework...
Must buy ALOT of coffee later......
zzz
Still need go tuition somemore.....
zzzzzzzzzzzz



"I am sorry, ********"


Status:Emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo...(Exhausted)

Monday, June 29, 2009
Yesterday,
Was chief comissioner badge presentation...
and also the launching of the CPB management system...
Arrived at Hq at like 11.55am...
Lol...
Then all I was trying to do was...
AVOID
AVOID
AVOID...
But it all FAILED!!!
No matter how hard I try,
I just keep meeting her.......
zzz
Then at the start of the ceremony I was like emo......
Staring at the ceiling tiles...
Staring at the floor tiles...
Studying the floor tiles,looking for a pattern......
Rejecting all efforts to start conversations by my squadmates.......
until further on when distributing the Chief com badges,
I decided to pretend to look ok...
Successful.....
...
Then after receiving the badge...
Nearly got hit by a friend/mdm on the head,
juz becuz of "that" face I showed...
zzz
Dodged quickly and knocked into zheng an accidentally...
zzz

Then went to eat,eat and eat
and congratulate some ppl...
Still avoiding avoiding avoiding...
Failed at some attempts but still managed to avoid...
Then when leaving and changing clothes...
was AVOIDING AVOIDING AVOIDING again...
BUT
COMPLETE FAILURE...
zzz
...
Nothing seems to come out of my mouth,
And naturally,
I turn away...
She too,
turns away................
I guess,
this really isn't the time to talk......
I guess,
we really aren't ready yet.......

SAD SAD SAD......
"I am sorry, ********"




Today,
School reopen
zzz
Very tired
Gd thing that maths teacher never come so got 2 free periods
Own time own target revision...
Was on the verge of sleeping............
Keep dozing off
and nodding...
Damm sian la
zzz





Well,
This is all becoming very emotionally stressful and torturous......
And the only way to relieve off this pain......
Is to step back onto the path of the lunatic..........
Intensive PT(Physical Training) Everyday...
But its been a long while since I stepped on this path...
So I guess I'll have to start from scratch again......
The transformation from normal to lunatic and lunatic to normal
is a very painful experience.............
And once this transformation in me has completed,
I dunno wad will happen.................
Lets just hope that the antidote comes soon enough......
Lets just hope...........



"I am sorry, ********"










Status:Emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo(Eccentric)

Saturday, June 27, 2009
Feeling Horrible First thing in the morning...
Lets not talk about what I did today...
But rather How I feel.............

REGRET!!!
Guilt!!!
APOLOGETIC!!!
Sadness!!!

These main for feelings was what I felt today......
And what was I like when I wasn't studying?
LOST
Totally lost...
Like a someone standing in galaxies of stars,
Not knowing which one to follow..........
I never knew that this story was so important to me..........

Regret engulfed my soul......
Why was I so STUPID to have came up with this lie?
WHY!!!
I m like the biggest fool in the universe......
If I hadn't told this lie.......
This story may have turned out to be better...
Now I regret it totally.........
TOTALLY...
Never in my life had I done something I regretted doing so much...

Deep in me,
I want to apologise...
So much is the desire to apologise......
But yet I have my constraints...

Because of this lie...
She is so so so ANGRY at me...........
I doubt that I will ever be forgiven for what I've done.......
I don't even think that she'll talk to me again...
Why did I lie to her in the first place......

When I was looking out for a good time to confess upon my lie
and ask for her forgiveness...
Somehow the lie was exposed before the time was ripe...
And chaos .........
I have never seen her so angry before...
and I do not blame anyone over here but myself.....
I m scared...
I m lost...
I m remorseful...
But there is just nothing I can do..............................
Feeling Sorry will not solve that all...

It was just plain stupidity to come up with that horrible lie in the first place
and now,
Everything is gone...
EVERYTHING

Look at me,
I can tell u that I m fine...
But I am so not...
Deep down in me,
I want to cry so much...
I feel like stabbing myself just to appease her anger...
So much effort is put in...
Just to fake a smile on the face
Just to look like I m alright when I m not.....

This could only mean one thing...
I m going back to Emoland...
Welcome back the devil........

Despite so many things happening,
I still ought to apologise to that person
Whom I shall not name...
But will be called ********
I dun think she'll forgive me...
But I dun even intend to let her see this blog post...



"I am sorry,********............"






Status:Emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo........

Friday, June 26, 2009
Why do I even care to put on that fake smile to make ppl think that I m happy
When I actually am not......
Why do I even put in so much effort when I dunno wad will the outcome be...


I don't noe why......
Not even I can decipher myself......

Just as you are feeling good...
Just like a raging flame...
Ready to embrace any game as long as it isn't too overboard...
And Suddenly,
Someone comes to you and douse you with Ice Cold water.........
And u remain cold the rest of the day..........
Unable to spark up again....
What would u do?

Emo,
Is the state of sadness and clarity...
But sometimes there is chaos
Which makes u feel like smashing ur fist into Glass bottles...
Pounding them into pieces and bits...
Anyway,U wouldn't know wad pain is....

Napping is the escape from reality......
A time for reflection and calmness
And thats all I have for u folks to think about...







Status:Emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.......

Monday, June 22, 2009
Juz came broke camp yesterday...
Went for lunch with Arens sir and Zhan Hui sir......
Then took bus 2...Without actually knowing where it went to...
LOL
Then fell asleep acidentally on the bus.....
Then I woke up in a jerk...not knowing where I was...
Looking around I saw that I was actually somewhere quite near my house...
and I did not even noe this bus came here...zzz
So I prepared to alight...
Then guess wad...
The bus made a turn into sunbird avenue...
Then I was like Stun............
But decided to get off the bus anyway.......
Then I spent like 10minutes thinking about the route to go home...
Then walked with all my barang barang for like 1.8km?
And finally reached home...zzz
Went to bathe,And slept for 2 hours...
And then woke up for dinner and added some new friends on msn...
Then went back to sleep........
Slept all the way till next day 0930hours......
Wa PIANG....
This is like so extreme la....
This is PIGGISH behaviour....
Sleeping the whole day....
LOL....Just kidding...
I was powerless over my body......
It took control over my mind.....
.....
Being a section NCO was surprisingly stressful and exhausting...
LOL
and I was rather disappointed with the marist trainees......
But still the camp was rather fun and it was an experience for all...
The lack of water should be extremely memorable for the sNCOs....
LOL
So thats that......
And time to get back to the books.....


Status:Relief but with some regret

Monday, June 8, 2009
Well,
So this is it......
We juz weren't gd enough this time......
Got 2nd runner up.............
..............
With Hope and expectations,
There is bound to be expectations and despair...........
And this is what I have for
Joson,Jingwei,Timothy,Alex,Marc,Jonathan,Aaron,Marcus,Chee Wee,Yan Hui and Beng Kuan

: "Life Is full of ups and downs.......Failure is part of life...Most importantly,We must learn from this failure and stand up from where we fell and become even better...........This is not the end but only the beginning....There are no boundaries to what we are capable of..........Lets work hard together for next year!!!加油加油加油加油加油!!!!!!!!!"

And now all I have here is a song dedicated to these people...





NO BOUNDARIES---KRIS ALLEN


Seconds hours so many days,
You know what you want but how long can you wait,
Every moment lasts forever when you feel you've lost your way,
What if your chances are already gone,
Started believing that I could be wrong,
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away,

Cause Here I am Still Holding on,

Every step you climb another mountain,
Every breath is harder to believe,
You'll make it through the pain,
Whether the hurricane,
To get to that one thing,
When you think the road is going nowhere,
Just when you almost gave up on ur dreams,
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can,
There are no boundaries,
There are no boundaries

I fought to the end to stand on the edge,
What if today is as good as it gets,
Don't know where the future is heading,
Nothing is going to bring me down,
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every time,
I've rished being saved but I always knew why,

So here I am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain,
Every breath is harder to believe,
You'll make it through the pain,
Whether the hurricane,
To get to that one thing,
When you think the road is going nowhere,
Just when you almost gave up on ur dreams,
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can,

You can go higher,
You can go deeper,
There are no boundaries,
Above and beneath you,
Break every rule cause,
Theres nothing between you and your dreams,

Every step you climb another mountain,
Every breath is harder to believe,
Yeah...

There are no boundaries,
There are no boundaries,

Every step you climb another mountain,
Every breath is harder to believe,
You'll make it through the pain,
Whether the hurricane,
To get to that one thing,
When you think the road is going nowhere,
Just when you almost gave up on ur dreams,
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can,
There are no boundaries,
There are no boundaries,
...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Ok,
Its been some time since I blogged so shall blog......
Well,
Results were not up to expectations as I've been slacking alittle overboard...
Shall work hard from today on......

Sec 1s are turning out to be quite promising cadets
BUT
We'll still need to see them at sec2 and sec3 where there might be alittle confusion...
So we'll just call them promising cadets temporarily...

Rather disappointed at my performance at an event....
Such incompetence....
Lack of emotions...
Lack of quick thinking...
Totally disappointing..........
...Depressing......
ANGER!!!
But its no time to be feeling all these negative emotions...
Its ok to be temporarily but I must get back on my feet soon......
Soon......

Got myself injured during basketball interclass.......
Made it to the semi-finals but were knocked out by 4Alyosius.....
But its ok,its just a game......

Anyway shall post the lyrics of 2 nice songs:
DROWNING and SHAPE OF MY HEART by Backstreet Boys





SHAPE OF MY HEART---Backstreet Boys

Baby,Please try to forgive me,
Stay here,don't put out the glow,
Hold me now don't bother,
If every minute it makes me weaker you can,
Save me from the man that I've become,Oh yeah.

Looking Back on the things I've done,
I was trying to be someone,
I've played my part,
Kept you in the dark,
Now let me show you the shape of my heart.

Sadness i beautiful,Loneliness thats tragical,
So Help me I can't win this war,Oh no.
Touch me now don't bother,
If every second it makes me weaker,
You can save me from the man that I've become

Looking back on the things I've done,
I was trying to be someone,
I've played my part,
Kept you in the dark,
Now let me show you the shape of my heart.

I'm here with my confession,
Got nothing to hide no more,
I don't know where to start,
But to show you the shape of my heart.

I'm looking back on things I've done,
I never want to play the same old part,
I'll keep you in the dark,
Now let me show you the shape of my heart.

Looking back on the things I've done,
I was trying to be someone,
I've played my part,
Kept you in the dark,
Now let me show you the shape of my heart.

Looking back on the things I've done,
I was trying to be someone,
I've played my part,
Kept you in the dark,
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Show you the shape of my heart.



DROWNING---Backstreet Boys

Don't pretend you're sorry,
I know you're not,
You know you got the power to make me weak inside,
Girl you leave me breathless,
But it's ok,
Cause you are my survival,
Now hear me say,
I can't imagine life without your love,
And even forever don't seem like long enough,

Cause everytime I breath I take you in,
And my heart beats again,
Baby I can't help it,
You keep me drowning in your love,
Everytime I try to rise above,
I'm swept away by love,
Baby I can't help it,
You keep me drowning in your love.

Maybe I'm a drifter,
Late at night,
Cause I Long for the safety of flowing freely in your arms,
I don't need another lover,
It's not for me,
Cause only you can save me,Oh, can't you see
I can't imagine life without your love,
And even forever don't seem like long enough

Cause everytime I breath I take you in,
And my heart beats again,
Baby I can't help it,
You keep me drowning in your love,
And everytime I try to rise above,
I'm swept away by love,
Baby I can't help it,
You keep me drowning in your love,

Go on and pull me under,Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now,
You know I can't resist,
Cause you're the air I breath

Everytime I breath I take you in,
And my heart beats again,
Baby I can't help it,
You Keep me drowning in your love,
And everytime I try to rise above,
I'm swept away by love,
Baby I can't help it,
You Keep me drowning in your love

Baby I can't help it,
You Keep me drowning in your love,
Got me drowning,
keep me drowning in your love,
Baby I can't help it

Everytime I breath I take you in,
And my heart beats again,
Baby I can't help it ,
You Keep me drowning in your love,
Every time I try to rise above,
I'm swept away by love,
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Thursday, April 30, 2009
Well,
As you can see,
This blog ain't dead YET...
Have not been posting cuz m busy mugging......
So wad happened recently?...
Hmmm....
For a start,
We had Sports Day last week and I was on public duty...
Realised I Got sunburn on the nose ONLY of all places...
WTH.......
But other than that,I became more tanned..............
LOL...

Then had a fall in on wednesday,
not much but the cadets' behaviour was rather disappointing...
And now tomorrow is labour day,AKA "Study for prelims"day...
The days are passing fast and the first prelim will be here in just 4 days...
So,Dear cadets and NCOs...
Lets work hard together!
And When it comes back to SJAB training, Train hard too...
STUDY HARD!!!!

Will tag after the prelims or sooner if I have time...



Status:Stressed with mugging...

Friday, April 17, 2009
Okay...
Sian......
Today no activity...
Cuz sec 3 and 4s have NAPFA tests......
This yr wasn't too bad......
Managed to get As at all the 5 stations....
However,gt a B at 2.4km..........10min 49sec
BUT that day I was sick....
So I will be going for the retest this coming wednesday...
Then I shall get an A...
Then 30 marks again...
WOOTS.......
And
Tomorrow is activity...
Lol,
Next week is also a saturday activity...
Actually I was wondering if we could have PT...
But I not sure la...c first.........
AND sec 2s...
IF UR ATTENDANCE STILL DON'T IMPROVE,
U PPL WILL GET IT FROM US...
AND WE WILL COME DOWN SO HARD
THAT IT'LL BRING U TO UR SENSES...
SO U GUYS BETTER MAKE SURE
THAT THE REST OF UR SQUAD MATES TURN UP...

THIS IS A UNIFORM GROUP...
THIS IS MSHSJAB...
RMB THAT!!!




Status: Satisfied/FURIOUS

Monday, April 13, 2009
Ok...
Decided to update with the little time I have before I turn in to bed...

Hmm...
So......
This friday is NAPFA for sec 3 and 4 so most prob no activity
HOWEVER,
There MIGHT be activity on saturday......
LOL
And sadly to say...
The sec 2s Footdrill standard is dropping like an asteroid...
What happened to you guys???

And fortunately,
The sec 1s are doing not bad for footdrill,
BUT if u're still going to keep up with ur poor discipline standards,
U guys will get it from the NCOs......
And it will be done using MY STYLE......
So u better wake up ur idea if u're still in your comfort zone...
This is a UNIFORM GROUP
And not juz any uniform group
U r in SJAB
and not juz any SJAB
YOU ARE IN MSHSJAB
And thats y u need to maintain the highest lvl of discipline...
Remember this...

Anyway,Will post other stuff next time...
Yawn...
CHOWS




Status: EECCENTRIC

Wednesday, March 25, 2009
In the recent,
There are the good news and the bad news...
Firstly,lets start with the good news......
YAY!!!!!!I got promoted...gratz to the rest who got promoted too and to those we didn't,加油!!!
The other good news is that CROSS COUNTRY IS COMING......

Here comes the bad news...
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!...piano exam collides with the CROSS COUNTRY...=(
FREAKING SAD sia......
I was like so looking foward to this cross country event...NOOOOOO!!!!
............
Now must prepare for prelims liao........
加油!!!





Status:Disappointed...

Saturday, March 14, 2009
Hols is like no Hols...
Perhaps becuz this yr is a crucial yr...
So,hols is flooded with homework
-_-
Always on the run!!!
Lets Run...
Can't wait for CROSS COUNTRY!!!!!!
WOOTS
Hope that this year at macritchie resevior park...
ROX!!!
Run RUn RUN!!!
CHARGE!!!FOR BROTHERHOOD!!!FOR LIFE!!!
diao...sorry,a little eccentric...............
Gotta do school work soon...
Blog next time...
CHOWS




Status: Eccentric

Wednesday, March 11, 2009
SAD
March adventure camp postphoned due to HFMD
SIAN
I shall MUG then
Hehe


Heres a nice song for u ppl

YOU AND ME----LIFEHOUSE

What day is it?
And in what month?This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
And I can't back down, I've been losing so much time

'Cause there's you and me
And all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And thers's you and me A
nd all other people
And I don't know why,
I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things
that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here'

Cause there's you and me
and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And there's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why,
I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause there's you and me
and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And there's you and me
And all other people
And I don't know why,
I can't keep my eyes off-of you and me
and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why,
I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

Tuesday, March 10, 2009
It sure has been long since I blogged...
Well,lets talk about the recents first.......

Good news,
Finally after my four years as a class chairman,
The class committee is finally gaining some recognition from the school...
Had a ceremony on monday and got a collar pin from the principal......
U might think that A small collar pin is nothing...
不过俗话说：“千里之行，始于足下”......
So its always a start =)

YES!!!
March camp is coming...
And I m looking foward to it with optimism and enthusiasm...
This is the true spirit of SJAB...
Rock on.....
and gotta pack my bag alr...hehe
JY my cadets and fellow NCOs!!!
Let our alliance stand,
LETS DO IT
加油加油加油！！！
But actually the current NCOs movements are very restricted too...
Haiz,Looks like we have a tini problem...
不过船到桥头自然直
So dun worry too much

Will blog about past stuff if I have time
Signing off


Status:Enthusiastically Optimistic

Monday, February 9, 2009
Ok
Yup,it was my bdae...and its was on the sunday 2 weeks ago...
Friends wished me a happy bdae,yeah
and then Went out to eat sweensens(Sorry,poor spelling) for lunch,
Damm full,
Then went for tuition......
And then at Grandma house,
Zong gave me the jonas brothers' album...not bad......
Then on monday,
Nigel gave me a wallet...not bad too......
Yeah so thats abt all...

Then recently,
Juz Mug and mug and sometimes play alittle la...
Then the first official training for sec 1s not bad.....
Then sec 1s all quite enthu and r a bunch of cadets full with potential...
Haiz...
Still must prepare them for march camp...
This isn't an easy challenge......
JYJYJY




Status: Pondering...

Friday, January 30, 2009
Today,
Lesson is quite SIAN......
Then recess whole class went to see Mr Kwok...
And he told the story of the marble tile and marble statue...
Not a bad story,BUT he ate up quite a lot of my recess time......

Finally!!!Lessons ended and I rushed downstairs to chat with cadets...
I must say that this sec 1 batch is not bad,
HOWEVER
They need some fine tuning from me!!MUAHAHAHAHA...
They quite enthu somemore........
VERY GOOD!!!
Then play games and I run like SIAO...MUAHAHAHAHA........
But last group I very tired liao so not good la...........
But I felt it was still quite fun...........
But some sec ones felt that it was boring =(
But never mind,quite alot liked it so its ok...
Then we watch a DAMM funny and memorable video.......
I LOVE IT MANS...........
-_-lll Random
Looking forward to the next SJAB Activity...




Status:emotionless

Monday, January 5, 2009
School life is going to CHANGE TOTALLY(Hopefully)
I will be employing the strategy at seeing things with OPTIMISM...
Its a real powerful POSITIVE EMOTION you know...
Viewing from an optimistic point of view is indeed different anad fresh...
But at the expense of energy...
Tried it out today...And Benefitted quite alot during lessons...
But when I went to the library to study...
I was practically worn out......
(Maybe I missed out too much on sleep...zzz)
But anyway its a good strategy...
However, I'll never let this optimism cloud my judgement...
Optimism is just like a double-edged sword and one must learn to use it...
To reap all the potential this emotion can provide towards my area of usage.
But now I am just down right exhausted.......
Shall be heading for dreamland soon...
CHOWS



Status: Radnomly OPTIMISTIC

Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Hey people,
recently have been busy with homework, mugging and stuff...
so quite busy la...
STREEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
New year eve is today!!!
(Ya, right, whatever...........................who cares)
And this just means that school is starting in 2 days time,
I sure hope that the speeches given will not be dead down boring...
DREADFUL...
Guess what,ACTIVITY ON FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!
COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!...
kays whatever...
Going to catch "Yes Man" with Boon and Chun later...
CHOWS





Status: Random

Thursday, December 18, 2008
Heres another nice song,
This time by Joe Jonas
Enjoy=)


I Gotta Find You---Joe Jonas

Every time I think I'm closer to the heart
What it means to know just who I am
I think I finally found a better place to start
No one ever seems to understand

I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be you're not that far?



You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that im singing
I need to find you
Gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Oh yeah
Yeah

You're the remedy i'm searching hard to find
To fix the puzzle that I see inside
Painting all my dreams the color of your smile
When I find you it will be alright
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be you're not that far?



You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that i'm singing
I need to find you
Gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
Gotta find you

Been feeling lost
Can't find the words to say
Spending all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I wanna be
Next to you, you next to meOh I need to find you
Yeah



You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that i'm singing
I need to find you (need to find you)
Gotta find you (yeah)
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
Gotta find you (I gotta find you)

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that i'm singingI need to find you (need to find you)
Gotta find you (gotta find you)
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
Gotta find you
Yeah
Gotta find you
=)

Well,
Recently just found the song
which I have been looking for quite some time...
Its a nice song=)
Enjoy=)

Obviously---Mcfly

Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.

She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me
For so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now



.'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win She keeps draggin' me in and I know
I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her.

Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now. yeah
Off to L.A
and that's where I'll stay,
for two years.

I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.



'Cause obviously,
She's out of my leeague,
I'm wastin' my time'
Cause she'll never be mine and I know
I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

She's outta my head
And I never know where I stand
Cos I'm not good enough for her
Good enough for her (for her, for her)

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my leeague,
I'm wastin' my time'
Cause she'll never be mine and I know
I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

.'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win She keeps draggin' me in and I know
I never will be good enough for her.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my leeague,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine and I know
I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

Monday, December 8, 2008
Yesterday went for the standard chartered 10km run
Met Kah meng sir,Joson,Jing Wei,Kevin,Alex at city hall mrt
Then went to deposit baggage...
So went to the start line cuz race was abt to begin...
Then I suddenly realised
that I was the only one in our group
who have not put on race bib and championchip...
So put it on hurriedly...
Did minimal stretching cause no time...
Then we gathered at the last pen...
walked to the start line then started jogging at a slow pace
DAMM crowded over there...
So we needed to twist and turn to overtake...
Then suddenly Cheng Ding appeared out of nowhere...
Then at the second drink station,
I detached from the group...
So I ran at my own pace...
Cut through the crowd...
and then made alot of turns
then I went to queue at the toliet but tot that it was taking too long
So I went on running...
It was quite a good weather...
and the scenery was very nice...
Then I saw the 41 and 42km mark...
I was like afraid that I was running at the wrong place so was looking around
Then I picked up my pace
And when the Finish point could be seen,
I ran...
and finished off with a not satisfactory timing of 1hour4minutes27seconds
Then went to take isotonic drinks and left with group after quite some time
Collected baggage,
Went home,
Went to AMK Hub,
Bought stuff for Corp Anniversary
And went back to sch
for Corp Anniversary...
Wad a day................................


Status: DOMINATING

Friday, December 5, 2008
Supposed to have meeting in the morning...
But
Sadly,
Couldn't find my house key in the morning
So cant leave home and searched for like 2hours...
Finally found the keys and rushed to school...
only to realise that the first meeting ended...
-_-lll
Then went for lunch with squad mates...
So went on with the second meeting...
Nothing much lol...
Then Kah Meng sir,Joson and Jing Wei arrived...
Then me and Joson had a Basketball match...
Lol...
Been quite awhile since I touched the basketball...
After the match,
We went to take bus 24...
Spastic...
Then most of us slept and others just engaged in anti-social activities
HAHA
Finally reached EXPO
Then thats when I realised that I never bring confirmation slip,
Rushed home to get it then...
It wasn't far though...
Then reached EXPO again by 5pm...
Collected the standard chartered stuff
and then took mrt to city hall......
-_-lll
Then we went to addidas shop and got ourselves a "Team" shirt
LOL

Then I went home cause quite late alr...
SPASTIC

FALCON shall DOMINATE tomorrow...
Because
WE ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...



Status:DOMINATING

Thursday, December 4, 2008
Yesterday...
Had store cleaning...
But firstly,did proposal at home until quite late...
Then went down to aljunied mrt to catch a bus to school...
BUT
Guess wad?
When I came out of the mrt station...
I saw my bus go off......
Then I was like damm sian...
so I decided to run my way to School...

I seriously wonder
wad got into me to make me run my way to sch?
So CRAZY...
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
Then reach there
Then Michael was like exclaiming
"YES!!!We have hope!!!"
LMAO...
Then I went to carry the cupboards
The cupboard was like DAMM Rusty!!!
The rust stained my pants...
and I got scratched on the arm...
I wonder how it happened....
LOL...

Then me and alex rushed o tuition
Although its 2 different centres...
-_-lll





Status: CRAZY

Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Back from the chalet,
Which lasted from 30th nov to 2nd dec,
SADLY but TRUE that this chalet wasn't as enjoyable
as compared to camping at east coast park...
Despite the increase in the variety of facilities,
East coast park was still a better place for camping...
We could talk rubbish all day long
and cycle/skate all night long......
then can wake up to catch the sunrise......

BUT

at this chalet...
Most of us were like anti-social and interaction was minimal...
No bonding could be detected......
Haiz...
pity............
But nevertheless,
we still made the best out of it.....
although it ended up with the word "SIAN"
What could I have done?
IDK...
and the chalet was being run by nonya manis...
So we could like see those food sellers selling food at the stalls at sch there...
WTH...............................

Then,
coincidentally,
I met a fren...
And I felt that it was quite unbelievable...
LOL...................


This chalet made me miss something...
This thing it CRAZY
But yet I missed it(Maybe I m turning crazy)

That something would be CAMP
The bond was strong among us...
We went through punishments together and reap our results of our efforts...
Thats the spirit of CAMP

有福同享，有难同当




Status: cold-blooded(MADNESS...MUAHAHAHAHA)

Friday, November 28, 2008
Well,
Its been a short while since I updated
So I shall update on some of the major events recently...

FIRSTLY,
FDC 2008
We gt 2nd Runner up...
Nice try to the contingent and lets work harder 2 yrs later...
Grats to the 1st runner up GESS
and the champion HIHS

SECONDLY
Well,This was the last week of my working days at the childcare
Had fun and this is a new and fruitful exposure to me...
Time flies when one is indulging in enjoyment...
LOLS,but so true...
Haiz......

THIRDLY
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHALET is coming this SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHOOOOOTS!!!!!!
So looking foward to it......
Will post pics if we took any...........

LASTLY
Standard Chartered is coming
And thats EXCELLENT!!!
Gotta be training..................
JYJYJY!!!






Status:EXCITED!!!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Wad do u know,
I have been working recently...
In the place of one of the best teachers who I know...
Mdm Tay,
Who unfortunately passed away in a car accident....
..................
..................
..................
I know that for those who knows me,
U guys cant quite believe
That someone like me,
chose to work at a childcare of all places.......
I can't believe that too o.0
..........
Have been working like from early day to night....
The only word to describe this is,
TIRING...
Plus I am having competition training recently...
And thus I am
DEAD BEAT
I am so going to sleep like a log after my competition

Then today helped the childcare centre put up a christmas tree...
The whole cardboard tube was filled with leaves...
I could not see the head.....-_-'''
So I put my whole leg through the cardboard box
Guess wad?

3 segments of the tree fell out...
Then spent 1 hour spreading out the leaves...
and taught the children schoolwork....
LOLs

Sad,
M with lesser time to play basketball now...
Because of my PACKED schedule....
Haiz...

Shall head for the showers now...
Shall post next time......







Mood: DEAD BEAT yet BORED STIFF

Saturday, November 8, 2008
Just came back from hols...
Kind of unhappy cause I missed one CCA activity
And FD training......
DRATS!~

Went to genting...
Not much there......
Just went there for a few outdoor theme park rides...
Went to the Arcade like every night...
Then spent most of the time sleeping in the room
and playing PSP....
So end up feeling BORED STIFF...

SO SO SO glad that I m now back in Singapore
No Hp and Com...
And finally back to touch them again...
LOL


Status:Bored...

Monday, November 3, 2008
Stumbled upon this AWESOME song
Guess wad...
Its LOVEBUG by JONAS BROTHERS...
Yeahs man...
Then its like the lyrics are also like very meaningful too
So decided to post the lyrics....
Here Goes...........


LOVEBUG BY JONAS BROTHERS

Called her for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close, but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Chorus
Now I'm speechless, over the edge I'm just breathless,
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the Moment,
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again


I can't get your smile out of my mind
(I can't get you out of my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
Beautiful, but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Chorus
Now I'm speechless, over the edge I'm just breathless,
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment,
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again


I kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly, I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby, can't you see?
Now I'm...yeah

Chorus
Now I'm speechless, over the edge I'm just breathless,
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Now I'm hopeless, head over heels in theMoment,
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
Oh, love bug again





Status:HYPER

Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Have not posted for quite some time so lets recap...
on 23 October,
It was the last day of sch...
Quite boring...
Have 3 consecutive peroids of maths,
classroom cleaning,
then a talk by VP...
Then back at class,
Ms menon,
our class form teacher...
Gave the class committee tokens of appreciation
She gave me a.......
FLOWER...T.T
which says"Thank You"
Will post the pic of it if I can
But still I appreciate her effort...
BUT
Its like totally weird
When ppl stare at u holding the flower...
Couldn't keep it in my bag cause my bag was wet...
Sorta dashed to the bus stop as it was raining...

Then its like...
The results of the next yr class committee was out...
Had the most votes...
T.T
Then ernie became vice chairman...
Jervin,wilson,kelvin became monitors...
Wonder wad it would be like next yr.......


On 25 october
Was promo test for SJAB...
So fun...
Then got a new pair of surgical gloves...
YEAH!!! :)
Then be casualty for the sec 2s...
Aiyo...
And it made me disappointed........



My fellow sec one cadets...Have been doing a gd job...
BUT
I think that they can do better...
I see alot of potential in this batch but of course...
Some will need to get rid of their(Individual)problems...
A few cadets have outstanding drills...
But some...
Just disappointing
I hope to see them buck up for the upcoming activities...
Cuz they are not juz doing it for us,But for themselves more



Status: Slightly disappointed

Saturday, October 18, 2008
Lets review the previous few days...

THURSDAY

Had meeting regarding CCA...
Which would come pretty soon...
Should not reveal wad the event is
for certain specific reasons =)

Its like we had it from 12+pm to like 5-6pm
From store all the way to primary sch canteen...
Wad the hell lahz....
Discuss like a whole lot of issues...
Then that day DAMM tired...

Then reach MRT station at my house like near 7pm..
Went to cut my hair...
Now I look WEIRD o.0
LOLS

FRIDAY

PROMOTION DAY!!!
By right,
no need go sch at all
BUT
Had CCA so went sch..

Did the marking of FD test for sec2s
Then taught sec1s FD and also help them train...
Very intensive............
SO FUN!!!
Seriously,it was fun but at its price la...
So they will become fitter and 2.4km damm PRO...
LOLS
Not necessary la...
Its more of the strengthening of squad bond...
So I felt happy for them...









Status:Uplifted
人生中要学会放开才会开心......

知足常乐...
凡事都得抱着乐观的心态去面对..........

Sunday, October 12, 2008
WOW,
I m ENERGIZED!!!

Juz came back from Coach training at AKLTG....
It was simply GREAT!!!
For me it was a learning process and a wonderful opportunity to make new friends...
And I saw some ppl I knew and of course my camp's APD,Yu Yuan
Then one of the coach I knew and a friend in IAG who I knew was with me,training...
Joel and Matthew......
The new friends are met were simply too many so not gonna name them...
XD,

Really want to be a coach
To help participants...
To inspire lives...
To be the BEST!!!
And also to learn from the participants....

I MUST Become a AKLTG Coach...
加油加油加油加油加油!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Status:Madly DETERMINED!!!

Thursday, October 9, 2008
YIPEE...
EOYs are over.......
But still gt O level Chinese paper this yr....
So cant lax much.........

But quite happy lahz........
At least not so stressed anymore......
Gt ALOT of things coming up......
And SJAB is Coming back!!!
WOOTS!!!
FOOTDRILL!!!!!!
(ps,recently need to relief stress so become a little siao)

Then gt Standard Chartered 10km with a few SJAB seniors
And of cuz a few of my squadmates.....
COOL.......
But must train...............
So overally busy
But still can manage my time for OTHER stuff..
=)

Status:Excited

Sunday, October 5, 2008
Tonight...
Was feeling sadistic.....
So after doing my final revision for today........
I did 40 pushups,100 crunches and 150 jumping jacks
So now feeling a little high...
Not sleepy liao....
How?
LOLS
Mite as well do somemore revision...
Physics tomorrow.........
加油加油加油!!!!!!!!!


Status: Sadistic (MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHA..........)

Saturday, October 4, 2008
Well,
I know I shouldn't be here blogging...
But here I am,

Most of the papers already over...
Now left with Physics,A Maths and HCL
Then its chill out.............
Sadly,Still have O level Chinese...
So cant relax much

Can't wait for standard chartered 10 km...
Speaking of which,
I still owe Zhan Hui sir $40 for registration
(Will pay u after exams)
Then,going to help out at my old childcare,
Going there with a friend to help out,
In the place of my childcare teacher who passed away recently
Going genting with my cousins and relatives again...
So many things coming up...

But the best part would be SJAB.....

Note: To all cadets...Better pratice ur FD after ur SA2......dun slack

Mood:Normal,slightly serious

Monday, September 29, 2008
Today was EL P1 and P2...
It was quite ok la......
But I made some stupid mistakes.......
LOL...(EL also can make caareless mistake -_-)

Anywayz,preparing for HCL P1 and E Geog...
Haiz ...
Tired sia......

Just now ate two plates of rice,
worth $5...
I m surprised with my appetite....
Mugggggggie!

Quite STRESSED OUT...
But I m exercising like MAD to DE-stress...
so ok la.........

想要获取胜负，就得先胜过自己...
Status:Normal

Saturday, September 20, 2008
Kays ppl......
SA2 s is coming very very soon.....
so...

WAKE UP YOUR IDEA
AND START STUDYING!!!

THat is if u have not started and is still blogging....
Time to cut down on blogging......

Then after SA2...

PLAY XD
And of course Study...
hmmm,
coming to think of it,
I cant play much....

Cuz got Chinese O level paper.....
:(
But never mind..........
Too bad for me lorx.................

Recently have alot of things happen...
But no time to blog abt them....
Will when After SA2...

For now,
Work hard ppl!!!!!!
加油！



Status:emo,emo,emo...(Will get better soon...renovation in progress)

Friday, August 29, 2008
Today had teachers' day celebration...
So sian...
But I must say tyat the Marist talentime was quite entertaining
But still the same old comment.....
Sianz.........

Then had St Johns.....
Wa Damm tiring...
Scold cadets and became a devil......
No more Mr nice guy.......
I shall be their worst nightmare in St Johns..
Anyway very tired la....
Then after activity,went for basketball...
Then went for 2.4km run with Tim and Marc....
Lol...

Then went for tuition.......
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo......

Friday, August 22, 2008
YEAH!!!
Only left Bio paper to go......
I miss my sleep......

So tired...
Haiz..............

Sometimes,its just so hard to cheer up.......
SIGH...
This is ....Life

2morrow still got AGI rehearsal....
B4 that still got a meeting.......
Haiyo.............
Thinking about alot of things now,
Feeling kinda sad....... =(

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo....................

Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Today went out to eat with Nigel,Shaun and Chern Yung....
Damm dots la......................
take bus halfway....
RAIN........
Then in the bus,
all of us keep suan-ing CY about his hairy infrastructure....
LOL...

Then went KOUFU eat........
Nigel was most hungry among us and yet he chose his food longest
Dots......
Shaun finshed his food last........
Then he mixed ice tea and ice milo.......
-_-lll
CY was like "Can we make a move?" like dunno how many times la!!!
Then went to buy new pens for tomorrow's paper......
Then went home then go for tuition.........
SPASTIC DAY.....


emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.................

Tuesday, August 19, 2008
All NCOs of MSHSJAB 08/09
doesn't this look familar.......
(Excpet for those not present)

The times we spent together.....
Our sweat,tears(for some?)and emotions that poured out....
All our memories with the HOLY object...
...The BOTTLE......

This is like the most sentimental thing that is with me since ****.....
Even now I carry a bottle so big with me to school...
It has really made an impact to my life.....
I wonder if it did to you........

Anyway, gotta go study.........

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo

Monday, August 18, 2008

Does this letter look familiar to some of you?

Haha,for those who know what it is,

U must be laughing like mad.......

But this is no laughing matter...

Cause I find this very meaningful =)

This is the letter that made a difference to (Maybe)my team's sentiments

Before the competition........

Well,I really must say a BIG thank you to the man behind these words...

For I(We?) are appreciative for what you have done for us

Despite u not having enough time to train us..... =)

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.......................

Friday, August 15, 2008
当我们做错事时，
第一刻做的事是找个理由维护自己......
事实上，错的是我们自己...........
当我们迟到时，
会找个理由来维护自己，例：塞车
但是如果我们早点出门，就不会遇上塞车了......

我们人，该怕的不该是犯错......
而是执迷不悟的态度......

Slept in store today....
Was feeling tired,
Then Kevin(SGT) came and disturbed me......
And then we were talking and then Zhan Hui Sir came....
So Fun....

Anyway,to the sec 1s:
You guys are progressing Relatively Fast at Footdrill,
Good Job!
=)

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo

Thursday, August 14, 2008
Today...
Dissected a pig heart during Bio practical.....
Quite cool...
The pig heart is like so cold......
Then its like can explore its heart muscles and etc....
However,It has a HORRIBLE STENCH......
SUPA stinky....

Then rick was like scared of the pig heart....
We were like laughing......
So Funny........
So today...quite cool
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.......

Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Oh man......
DAMM stressed out by A Maths...
Simply because I m not doing well in it.....

GOTTA BUCK UP
加多多油......

世界无难事，只怕有心人...........

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.........

Friday, August 8, 2008
Today is National Day eve...
And also the opening of the 2008 Beijing olympics...
Had celebrations today.......
Watch some skit then dismissed liao......

Then had SJAB Training......
Then feel quite tired....................
And then,I went for tuition.......
And went back by bus...
then MRT..........

Just reach home only..........
Wa,DAMM emo..................
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.........

Thursday, July 31, 2008
Well,
Been feeling emo and DESTRUCTIVE today...
Feel like a Devil......
Was wondering,
"Oh My,how can I feel so sadistic!!!"
Sadistic,then become very emo.........
Then
Today did prep salts for Chem today...
Quite happy la...
then other lessons...
went emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo....

Monday, July 28, 2008
Haiz......
Recently feeling
very emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo...
Then today DAMM sian...
Lessons all seem so boring...
Then I like going to fall asleep...
Sianz......
I am totally going siao already...
Alot of discipline and teaching stuff to take care of...
Then I like DAMM angry with alot of things...
Too many to count...
Then DAMM sian...
Thinking of alot of things...
Think until my brain going to EXPLODE...
So in the end very sian...
I am thinking of more ways to improve efficiency...
More ways to unleash the DEVIL in me.......
Its time we brought things to new heights...

Welcome to somewhere near Hell and Heaven....


emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,




过去真的是过去吗？现在又真的是现在吗？
过去曾是现在........现在也会变成过去...............

Thursday, July 17, 2008
Lets blog on the previous days...
15th July
Well, had my O levels Listening Compre that day....
It was rather challenging as alot of inference was required....
Then went back to store to discuss our answers......
Yanssen DAMM funny...His answer DAMM weird......
Then he panic like siao....
Lmao...
Anyway,this was also the day when the Students from china came.
I was a "BUDDY" with a guy called Peter.....
Interesting rite?

16th July
Well Not much happened at school that day......
We wrote chinese news paper report..
Quite spastic la........
Then NO PE.........
Thats like SUPER sad la!!!
It was because of sec 2 camp...then the teachers all involved
So sad..........
Then nothing much else already......

17th July
Now I m blogging...
Y???
Because we are trying out msn....
So while I was online........
I came here to blog......
Lmao.....
So thats about the past few days...........
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo................

Friday, July 11, 2008
Well,today was the first official activity...
After school,was polishing my boots until DAMM shiny...
But in the end,after parade,it was not shiny anymore as all the kiwi melted...
Lols...

Then had FA lorx....
Was just there to clear the misconceptions and to supervise......
Then DAMM funny...
I was like walking around normally to see the Sec 1s taking down notes......
Then when I walk past,they like suddenly sit so straight........
Lols...
I think its because I scolded DAMM just now.....
Then maybe a little too fierce...

But
Despite all this....
I think that I was still going too easy on them.....
Its like I did not even pump them for so many mistakes......
I think its because the time was a little tight........

I seriously think that we did not do well for muster parade....
Alot of mistakes...
Then after FA,was Footdrill......

Was teaching the Sec1s....
Drilled them like mad.....
Then teach them a few new commands.......
Then they were like confused....
Then keep explaining like countless of times.....
Wa,then DAMM sian liaoz........
Was so slack during FD lorx........
Pump them like only a little.........

But things are going to change.......
............................................................
...........................................................

No more of being nice....
Not nice at all.......................
I m set on a target..............
And they had better meet my standards...........
Might need to have a talk with them on Monday......
We'll see then..................................

Monday, July 7, 2008
Well,
Had a BBQ yesterday...
Acted as a gift for the SNCOs...
But in the end,the cooking was left with the officers
Which was not a nice thing to do as they were invited guest...

Then we had a soccer game.........
Play like mad,
In the end so tired...........

Then we went to Bedok Jetty to enjoy the sea breeze....
Even at the Camp site,it was SUPA breezy............
Then went super emo.........
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.................

Friday, July 4, 2008
Well,tomorrow's the parade already......
Forgotten to bring emcee script and parade procedure.....
So ran home to grab those papers........
So in the end was late for rehearsal by 2 to 3 minutes......

DAMM pissed off with the bus...
So slow then come.......................
Then took footdrill practice................
Wa...
Seeing their standards made me even more PISSED OFF
Then talk to them,
NO REPLY.........
Then Kah Meng sir 不爽
Whack them...............................
Then brief them abt tomorrow...
Then had the real rehearsal.................
Then dismissed the Sec 1 and 2s
Then Sec 3 and NCOs rehearse again........
And we all sang
"Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birhtday to Joson(IC),
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!"
Then Shout so much until my voice a little hoarse...

After ALL the rehearsal
Went for Dinner with:
Zhan Hui Sir,Joson Ic,Jeremy Ic,Yi Jing Ic,Ivan Ic,Nicholas Ic,Hadrian Ic and Marc...
Went PIZZA HUT seh...
Joson Ic treat me somemore...
So generous......
Then went to get strepsils.....
Joson Ic,Pay again...............
DAMM generous.............
Now thinking of what I should get him...
Later still need to Polish Boots and Iron Full uniform.....
Haiz....
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo....................

Thursday, July 3, 2008
Tomorrow's the POP parade rehearsal...
Dunno how ready we are..........
We will see about that tomorrow......

Then the Day after tomorrow,
Its the Real Thing........
So Suay,
Kah Meng Sir is passing out......
Then he want to scold us cuz its his last time scolding us...........

Haiz,
Very sad sia................
自悲啊自悲..................................
加油加油加油!!!
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo..............

Wednesday, July 2, 2008
YEAH!!!
Today had PE!!!
SO fun.......................
Played basketball like never Before...

It was like so long ago when I really played basketball...
So today played like siao...
2 VS 2 match...
Then players step in and it suddenly became like
SO MANY PPL!!!

So it became very fun!!!
Wa,then very tired...
Like want to sleep..........

However,
Some ppl who never pass certain stations in NAPFA
They had to do it again.....
Then they could join us......
Some played soccer la......
But was in the basketball court.........

So all in all,
PE was not bad today..............

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.............

Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Today...
Come home from school,
So tired...
Revised A Maths,
Then went online.........
Check email and Chat.......

Then do alot of other stuff...
Then went to hunt for a new sling bag...
But sadly,
Couldn't find a nice one................
So didn't buy

But
Still not bad at least....
Bought a Jacket...
Quite nice.......
=)...
But still feeling emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo....

Friday, June 27, 2008
Well,POP is coming really soon...
Busy preparing............
Haiyo.....
Now shedule DAMM tight...
Making me SUPA busy...........

Today had POP meeting 2......
From 2.45pm until 7.15pm..........
DAMM Long...
But surprisingly,
It didn't seem long at all...
Quite fun somemore...
Sounds SUPA sadistic...
MUAHAHAHAHA..................

Haiz...
Now still need to compile everything...
Then got SWAMI meetin 2morrow.......
So busy sia............
But I still got time to emo XD
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.................

Sunday, June 22, 2008
Well,2morrow will be the start of a new semester...
Not very happy...
Anyway.....not much to post..........
Just feeling more and more emo,
Day by Day......
Hour by Hour..........
Time passes by me listlessly........

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo............

Thursday, June 19, 2008
I just found out recently
about the expectations that Justin Sir had for me...

I really think that I had done a bad job...
I am disappointed in myself...
And I am sure that I had disappointed my corp officers...

I have to be MUCH MORE STRICT!!!
I have to make up for my mistakes...
Its all about experience...

I have to keep my objectives in view...
Follow closely........

Although this is my first time conducting PT,
It is not an excuse....
JIA YOU!!!
Feeling more emo...
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.................

Monday, June 16, 2008
Yep...
Camp has broken yesterday
And my squad is tired...
So practically,
I slept as soon as I touched my bed...
zzz............................
lol

Woke up like near noon today...
Still very tired though...
2morrow still have section meetin......
So tired...

All in all,
I feel happy that my WHOLE squad had survived the camp...
I may elaborate on the camp in days to come...
Very tired now...
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo....................
zzz..................................

Sunday, June 1, 2008
Today is the First Aid competition
We went to school to do some preparations and went to HQ
Then went for competition...
Was not nervous at all in the waiting room...
But when we go out we like DAMM nervous...
Then I Stand until my neck so stiff until got cramps...
But pretended nothing happened...
Then the Ma'am in the waiting room DAMM nice la...
So Welfare...
Then we did not bad for short case...
Long case screw up a little...
Footdrill not bad...missed the title of "BEST" by 0.8marks...
But still to our school...
Then we got BEST TOC...

We were like so surprised...
we did everything fast but the judge criticise us until like no hope...
Who knew that we won in the end......

Somemore...
AA2...some team from other school...
All the people like so strong...
In my team like got only 1 and a half guys strong...
Michael was like scared...
But in the end we prevailed...

Its like unbelievable...
Cuz its like we trained less than 2months
and we could beat teams who trained for 2 to 5 years...
This is like a life-time achievement...
Quite happy la...
Would be happier if actually had Best Footdrill also...

But we are very happy to see that we actually won something
despite the major disadvantage we suffer in terms of training and experience...

Then I went for dinner with the officers and the other teams...
So fun la...
Dinner was not bad...
Fish steamboat...
All food was treated by Justin Sir and Bryan Sir...
Derrick sir also treated us breakfast...
Which was a HUMUNGOUS Amount of Bee Hoon...

Then while eating...
we joked about wad michael did in the waiting room...
All of us laughed la...
Then also some "Classified content"
DAMM funny la...

Then I went back home lorx...
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo..........................

Tuesday, May 27, 2008
It has always been a fear of mine...
From Young till now...
---The Dentist---
Today went to see him...
Gave me 3 Jabs in the gums...
And then extracted a permanent tooth
It was like the Jabs were not of much use...
I still felt the EXCRUCIATING pain...

This awoken my nightmares...
That I had from previous experiences with the schoold dentist...
Oh My,
It still hurts alot now.......

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo...........

Monday, May 26, 2008
Well,the June Holidays are here...
Most people would exclaim"HORRAY"
But Y would I want to......
Other than not needing 2 attend school,
My holidays are packed until it seems almost impossible to breathe

Still must go back to school for some not very useful IT course...
It is like COMPULSORY...
Everyone dun want to go...But were forced to.........
Then I have like 2 or more camps by CCA...
One is TEKAN camp somemore.........
Haiz...
Then still got courses and some coachin to do...
There is also a need 2 brush up on my maths.........

Looking at my tight shedule,
I feel DAMM tired.........
Really really tired............

Maybe when I m free,
Go do some "stress-relievin" activities...
But what are the chances of me having free time....
......Slim chances......
Would love 2 go skating by East Coast Park again...
Perhaps on a windy night......
*Nice breeze
But going alone is DAMM boring...

However being alone,the mind is clear....
Thought is process so quick like never B4...

But I still prefer company.........
LMAO....

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo...........

Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Today was a Horrible Day...
Had Competition FD training today...
By Bryan Sir......

So did statics halfway...
Then we were knocked down on the steaming hot basketball court floor...
I pity the sec 2s...
For all of us got our hands cooked on that floor...
I got 2 Big and 2 small blisters......
So suay..........................

Can hardly touch anything until like dunno how many hours later......
This was one of the most horrible days in my life...
Bet there is more to come......

Shall remember this day...
20th May 2008...
The Day when I got my hand cooked on the basketball court of MSHS......

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo...............................

Monday, May 19, 2008
Well,lets recap on wad happened this week...
Com Training on Friday and Saturday...
Both First Aid and FootDrill not up to standard...
Exam period slacked too much...

TOC,not bad but still must do BETTER...
On the whole...our main problem is that we r not STRONG enough...
pathethic,
Cant even life Joson ic to knee level the first time...
Pathethic...

Then everything slow...
so slow...
Then grabbed the handle of the stretcher so hard until got blisters...
But I must work harder...
Must work so hard until I can assist my team mates...

HOWEVER...
unfortunately,some of my team mates are not even serious...
I feel more emo...
For since we decided 2 enter the competition,
Y not we give it our best shot...
And maybe we could win something for the corps...

I know that I should not expect too much...
But I m aiming for a 2nd Place overall and best TOC...
Even better would be 2 compete with officer and NCO team for 1st place...
We should treat this like a learning experience and as a revision for ANCO...
Although we have only like 3weeks to 4 weeks of training,
we could still work our way towards an award...
we could still win......
They should have some backbone and give it their best shot...
we could score more awards for our corps...
It is possible...But it wouldn't be possible if we dun try......
So please if people...have some backbone and try......
U would not know anything if u dun try......

Then I go emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo...

Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Tomorrow's History paper...
It is a gd opportunity for Geog students like us to revise...
So revise well...
For History students,我无话可说...
Just wish u guys have enough luck...

YES AR...
Final 2 paper...
A maths then Higher Chinese...
加油加油加油！
Exams make u feel like a coca cola can,
Being brought deeper and deeper into the sea...
And then the pressure caves in on you...
And crushes you like a pea...

lol...I think I exaggerated too much......
But the feeling is similar....

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo................

Sunday, May 4, 2008
Hehe......
Just receive news of a soccer outing at Toa Payoh(Near E Kai Siang house)
Haha...But that will be on last day of exams......
Which is THIS FRIDAY...
YES ar...
Tsang Jin,Zong Hao,Justin,Jonathan,Yik Boon,
Soma,Kai Siang,Kelvin,Soon Ming and etc all going...
So FUN....

Some people going watch movie then play LAN
But soccer is a healthier choice...
But don't hope that the same tragedy happen the lsat time I went there...

Yipee,lookin foward to it...
BUT
Must concentrate on Bio...
Then think abt the outing after Exams...

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.........

We are halfway through the mid year exams...
also known as Mid Way Through the Mid Year Exams
Haha...

Anyway,work hard......
Holidays are coming soon...
So is ANCO camp and others...
wonder wads in stall for me........

Anyway time 2 go mugging...
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo....

Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Wa...
Today I went to the dentist 2 get my wires fixed onto the brackets...
I was like wtf suddenly......
The dentist put the wire on and then twist and twist the wire
until it hurts ALOT due 2 tightness...

Guess I will be missing out on some delicious food...
And Pain-free times.............

Haiz...Its like even now it hurts like hell.........
Wa lao leh...
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,...

Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Well...
Recently stumbled upon a nice song...
By the Click Five...
Quite Meaningful...


Kidnap my Heart

Hey girl,
Whats your name
I think I caught you looking my way
Do you
Wanna know
How to get me of to your own
Weekends work the best
I pick the place
you do the rest
Hey now don't be shy
But you got to keep me in line

Love at first sight
Never thought it could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away
Cause falling in love is very far
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Can you get me up
More fun that i can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be
In to keep you company
Put your hand in mine
Got to hold on top of the ride

Love at first sight
Never thought it could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away
Cause falling in love is very far,
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart

Love at first sight
Never thought it could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away
Cause falling in love is very far,
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.
Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart

Monday, April 21, 2008
Oh...
Long time no post heh.....
so decided 2 post today...
The SA1 is coming soon......
So studying like mad......
Lets all do well everyone......
work hard for we can do it...........
Its mugging time...
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo....................

Monday, April 14, 2008
Today I so angry with myself...
During lunch...
Spec's lense came out a little...
So I went to press it back a little...

Then Suddenly one of the lense broke into half...
I was like....
WTF!!!I broke my specs AGAIN!!!
Ya and then I was DAMM angry with myself...

Then changed into spare specs
then went to student recreation centre for I&E...
then went back quite late........

Then went home...
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo...

Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Today had Heats...
Got Bronze for High Jump
And I entered the 200m Finals...
...Both with muscle strains
and a calf and shin muscle strain...
Then lost to feldman and Mun Long...
The rest I not sure...
Mun Long was injured then...
I suspect something to do with the bone...

DAMM Spastic...
After my 200m Heats,I went to buy HTWOO...
Drank 2 bottles and when I went and sat on the field,
I realised I was panting...
Then I felt restless and could not run well...
DAMM it...

But never mind...
wad is done is done...
Juz work harder next year lor...
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo......

Friday, April 4, 2008
Today had NAPFA 2.4km run test...
Ran 100metres sprint with feldman and jonus twice...
then had the test...

...
Ran at a super irregular pace...
then when I closed upon the finishing line...
I was breathing too heavily...
then Mervin Lee heard me
then both of us RUSHED to the finishing point...

We ran as fast as we could
and then we kept the same distance difference...
Then in the end...he got the fourth position,
and I got the fifth(in group)...
should be I think sixth in class?
So today for the run,
I scored a timing of 11minutes 36 or 37 seconds...
This result is way better than my previous results...
So I m quite surprised...

Then I went home with Rick......
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo...............

Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Today super spastic la...
had bio practical...
then did the amylase and starch solution test......
need 2 use stop watch 2 time 4 23minutes...

then when I was timing halfway,
Guess wad?
BLOODY mark came and stop and reset my stopwatch
Then I had 2 count the time verbally
with the help of the stopwatch.............

then poon keep laughing at me.......
Then also had Higher Chinese....
Poon keep saying I damm emo,
then he keep disturbing me.....

Then At nite....
I overcame my fear and went to the Dentist...
I did a extraction.....
not bad la...
next week putting on braces...
MUST be mentally prepared for "suan-ing"
dots...
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo......

Monday, March 31, 2008
I looked around me....
and saw nothing...............

But upon closer observations......
I saw changes..............

things around us are everchanging......
in every thought,
...some of us grow up towards manhood.....
while others stay on the spot with no progress..........

well 2morrow is NAPFA test...
so emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo...................

Saturday, March 22, 2008
Yeah...
Today we got promoted...
Quite happy...
With it comes Greater responsibilites...

But today had PT,so very tired
Slept like log and went 4 lesson...

Then go home emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo

Friday, March 21, 2008
Yesterday had interclass Basketball...
Versus a Supa Tough Class,3Luke...

Play like siao
defend like mad
Foul like never B4...

the match of a lifetime......
But after storms and blizzards...
We prevailed...

It was a surprise and also a gd match....
gotta work hard...
3A is strong with their PRC scholars(who are overage)
But Age doesn't matter.....

Then after that went to Competition trainin...
Do CASE a few time
then we went home...

I could hardly even walk properly then....
Felt like a Bag of bones without strength at all...
Have been draggin my feet like mad..........

I was tired out.............
then at home,I emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo........

Saturday, March 15, 2008
Today had BBQ at East Coast park again!!!
Quite fun,not bad la...
But quite alot of slackers...

The main people maintaining the BBQ is me,Nigel, Louis and probably Rick...
Then Wilson could not start the fire properly...
Could not cook the food well also...

When me and nigel went to the toliet...
We saw the the satays were charred and not cook....
Disasterous...
Then Nigel and I kept on "suaning" him...

Then Wilson seize his chance and ran off...leavin me,nigel rick and shaun
to CLEAN UP......
But after cleaning..
We had some quality time chatting together....
so

All in all,there was many things which happened...
But I very tired so dun want post...XD

Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Haiz,I miss 2B'07.....
4 it is SO MUCH BETTER than my current class......
Although not everybody's result is gd...
But at least they show respect....................

Wad is a men with brains but no gd attitude,sense of respect and discipline...
Although 2B'07 is noisy...
But at least they show respect to teachers and student leaders...
And this is actions worthy of respect.........

With childish and disrespectful behavior.......one is going to get NO WHERE...
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.....................................

Saturday, February 16, 2008
Today had 4 hours of Chem and Physics tuition...
But more of Chem la......
DAMM funny...
Do Chem halfway then Kah Meng Sir hungry...
So we called MacDelivery...
DAMM funny............

After eating,Kah Meng sir STILL hungry...
OMG...
Then we did ALOT of Chem today la...
Do until I going 2 Siao liao...
My mind is overloaded with Chem stuff...

Did Ionic bonding and Covalent bonding...
Linked those 2 topics 2 alot of stuff beyond O'levels...
DAMM fun...
But do work and some popular exam questions until DAMM tired...

My emo-ness has leveled up...
Lmao...
Can't stop now.............

Emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo....................................

Friday, February 15, 2008
Yesterday was Valentines day...
So Late Happy Valentines to everyone.......

Today had CCA...
It was recreation......
Just played Man hunt,Shouted Cheers and "bombed" each other...
Quite Spastic but we still enjoyed ourselves....
So it was overally OUTSTANDING......

.........................

My shoulders aching from the load of my bag...
Gotta go and let it rest......
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo....................................

Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Today,
There was a check 4 thermomether...
Those who did not bring have 2 go detention...
LOL

It happened that ALOT of ppl never bring their thermomether...
So on this special occasion...
DETENTION WAS HELD IN A HALL!!!
Cool...

Lucky 4 me...
I brought mine...
Hahaha

Then today DAMM sian...
My eyelids feel heavy throughout my lessons
Except for Chemistry and Higher Chinese...

Maths Lesson can hardly hear anything as usual...
Hahaha

then emo-ed at home...
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.........................................................

Friday, February 1, 2008
Yeah!
Today is my Birthday...
Got a Birthday song from my friends...
And a present from Rick(The only guy in class who gave me a present)...

BUT

Sadly,
There is still CCA today
Then I could not arrange for a celebration with my friends...
Haiz...

Then at home...
I got a Fruit cake as a Birthday cake...
The Fruits were quite nice,but the quality of the cake is not good

Another year has passed and I have turned 15...
Years pass right before ur eyes...
.........emo,emo,emo

Thursday, January 31, 2008
Well today my class had sales
At the canteen during both upper and lower sec recess...
Went to collect the ice boxes 2 put the drinks...
Then went staff lounge 2 get the drinks......

Then my frenz came down and helped me...
We then shouted...le-long,le-long...LMAO
But that was the lower sec recess...
Upper sec recess was more quiet...
We were only left with a few packets of drinks by then...
In the end
We finished MUCH earlier than expected...
Then I went to eat recess...

Then 1 person went down 4 canteen duty...so I had 2 fill up 4 him...
I have been doing canteen duty like...EVERYDAY!!!
Even councellors are telling me that...
SIanzified...

Saturday got public duty at East Coast......
So COOL...
No la...
Just go there do gd deed...
Get CIP hours......

During lesson always emo,emo,emo....................
Emo

!Jue10:07 PM

Sianzified

Friday, January 25, 2008

Today I m Sianzified during Bio...
Suddenly everything seems easily understood...
And I became very bored...
So I closed my eyes longer to rest...

Then Ms Menon called me...
and asked me a question.........
That question so easy la......
Dun need think also can answer
...She must have tot that I was sleeping...
HAHA,lolz

Then there was CCA......
DAMM tired la...
Do Drill for so long
And keep shouting like a PSY-KUNG WARRIOR...
LMAO......

Shout until my throat DAMM sore la...
Then we also learnt some cheers to BOOST morale of the squad...
Quite Fun...
But tiring...

Haiz,
now everyday emo,emo,emo....
自悲啊，自悲........................................................

!Jue10:08 PM

Haiz...

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Wa,today during lesson DAMM tired...
Dunno wad happened to me...
Looks like I have to rely on coffee from the vending machine soon...
*Mocha rOx

Then today DAMM sian...
So many Double Periods...
There was English,Maths,Bio and HCL double periods...
DAMM sian la...so bored.........

Tomorrow Sec 1 coming into st john already......
I polishing boots like siao......
Still got test tomorrow...
SIAN...

Haiz......
自悲啊，自悲.............

!Jue8:42 PM

...

Thursday, January 17, 2008

This few days
I had Class Chairman meeting with Mr Koh in the morning,
With Feldman,Tin Jun,Mervyn Lee,Jun Wei and Aaron......

DAMM sian la...
Today go collect Marist Companion
DAMM waste of time......

Yesterday already overstretched myself during PE...
Today Leg and Shoulders DAMM Sore la...
They are even pain when I climb the stairs......
With my Heavy bag,Leg aches even more...
DAMM tired leh......

Yeah!!!
Our Class Tee shirt design is ALMOST done...
Sample SHould be ready by next monday.........
The Designs are nice......
We finalising them tonight......lol

Haiz...
Now DAMM emo......
Emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo......

!Jue7:58 PM

3F

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Today had PE......
Holiday so slack,never train 2.4...
so today DAMM slow la......
I deproved alot...
Must train harder sia.........

Then today had Biology Practical...
I Cut the peanut until DAMM tired la......
So difficult to cut la...
The peanut so hard......

Then we boiled water...
Surprisingly Chern Yung managed to Light the bunsen burner
without destroying the lab...HAHAHAHA
Just kidding.........

Wa,I suddenly realised I become DAMM emo...
more and more emo.........
This is getting a little too deep but I cant help it ........

Emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo..........

!Jue9:36 PM

....................................

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

I m tired......
...Today had Chem SPA again......
Quite fun but also quite boring.........

So tired...
Putting up a false and cheerful front always......
But down right inside......haiz......
DAMM sad.........

Under the sadness,the sun seems to be dimmer......
...the world around me seems negative......
Even the weather knows how I feel......

Tired
is wad I feel...
Sadness is my creed and my world...
In my world,only the strongest will survive...
My world is the at the point of almost no return......


Life,just don't turn out as u want...
Live with it and be strong......
No one around you seems to care...
Stand alone,stay strong and I shall make it true..........

With a biased family...
I must stay strong and hold my ground......
It would be hard to survive...
SO STAY STRONG!!!

The POWER, WILL and STRENGTH is in me..............
FACE IT!!!
This is the harsh reality...
Different people have to face their fate abd destiny
or change their fate and alter their destiny...

All I have now are my friends...
Who provide me with support
and a pair of ears...
and words,whether useful or not...
This is War...
We are alliance...And Fate lies in our hands......

emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.........

!Jue8:28 PM

Chem

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Today DAMM Spastic...
There was 2 Periods of Chemistry today...
Both Practical lessons...

Then there was the lighting up of the Bunsen Burner...
Wa,that part DAMM SPASTIC!!!
Chern Yung on the gas tap for so long because he cant light the Bunsen Burner...
Then when he finally lighted the Burner...
The WHOLE BUNSEN BURNER was ENGULFED BY THE FLAMES!!!
EVEN THE LIGHTER poon was holding was ENGULFED,
Almost touch his hand...
DAMM Spastic la...
I keep laughing...
All the way till recess...
HAHAHA

Then rest of the day
emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.......
SPASTIC

!Jue9:32 PM

Lesson...

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Today,is the first official day of lesson...
Had Chemistry,Physics,Biology and Geography before Recess...
Then Maths and English after that...

Chemistry,is taught be Ms Aida...
Chern Yung Did Not understand the part on Writing Chemical Formulas...
He DAMM funny...
He listen very seriously...then he look DAMM Blur......
I was suppressing the eruption of laughter in me......

Then he asked Ms Aida for help...
Which did not happen to be of much help......
Then he DAMM Helpless......

Then during recess,he went to ask mervyn lee for help......
But Merv dunno Why he never teach Chern Yung...
Then Chern Yung asked me while I was eating in a rush...
I was surprised that he could understand my explaination although I had food in my mouth...

Mr Varrella is my Physics teacher...
He is a funny teacher...
I found it quite amusing to see him teach,
but must also pay attention at the same time.........
DAMM difficult to concentrate...

Then Ms Menon,my Biology Teacher had her lesson...
Funny lesson on Excretion and Egestion...
Everybody had a good laugh...
But were quite quiet after that

I feel that I am a very lucky guy,
Cuz my class is very mature and quiet,not talkative during lesson.........
Emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo..........................

!Jue9:32 PM

.2008.

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Today is the first day of school...
Got to where long pants...lol
Walked akwardly...HAHAHA
First to step into the class......
There was quite a number of ppl from 2I who came to my class,
Whereas there were only 5 2B ppl including me...
There were also ppl from the rest of the classes...

Then I met my form teachers and got to know my subject teachers...
And went for assembly...
Damm sian la...
Stay there listen to an hour of talking which should be for the secondary one's...
Then we watched a movie...
And learnt to look at things from different angles by standing on the table...
Juz kidding...

Anyway Before going 2 assembly...
We had nominations for Class Committee'2008
We Had 2 nominiees...
One was Yong Jia and the other was Me...
In the end,we had a vote......
So it ended up that more ppl voted for me......
Thus I became the Class Chairman and Yong Jia became the Vice-Chairman
Then Wilson and Marcus became the class Monitors...
...Rick and Kim Soon became the IT Reps
And Chern Yung and Ernie Became the NE Reps......
Alot of things to remember.......

Haiz...
Third Year consecutive being a class chairman......
Wonder if it is Good or Bad.................
Really dunno why the ppl in my class want me to be class chairman....
Anyway I am Very Busy with Administrative work...

I don't know if I Still have time to Emo...
I really miss 2B'07......lol
Emo,emo,emo,emo,emo,emo.............................................

!Jue6:28 PM

lol

Sunday, December 30, 2007

School is starting soon......
Pls work hard next year everyone.........

I finally decided to change the song on my blog...
But this doesn't mark the end of emo-ing......

Thanks for the memories

I'm gonna make you bend and break
Say your prayers, but let the good times roll
In case god doesn't show
And i want these words to make things right
But its the wrong that makes the words come to life
Who does he think he is
if thats the worst you got you better put your fingers back to the keys

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night yeah and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See he tastes like you only sweeter

And looking forward to the future
But my eye sight is going bad
And these crystal balls
Its always cloudy except for
When you look through the past
One night stand

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night yeah one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See he tastes like you only sweeter

They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms
Collecting paychecks lovers
Get me outta my mind
Gets you out of those clothes
I learned my way
Of getting you into the mood

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See he tastes like you only sweeter

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See he tastes like you only sweeter

!Jue1:45 PM

Christmas...

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Today is Christmas...
Wishing everyone a Merry X'mas here...

Time sure flies...
in a blink of an eye,we are going on separate classes
on separate paths of life...

Looks like my reign over 2B'07 is over...
But I sure enjoyed it...

We had so much fun and laughter together...
Speaking frankly...
I actually had a Homely sensation when I was with 2B'07,
together in the class during Sec 2 camp......
When we were doing nothing......

In fact most of the ppl in 2B'07 are like my brothers......
Everybody plays an important role in contributing to 2B'07...
Without one...2B'07 can never be whole.........

I think I should stop here or I m going 2 cry...
Have been emo-ing 2 much......
emo,emo,emo......
自悲啊，自悲.........................................................

!Jue11:47 PM

Back 2 school

Monday, December 24, 2007

I was browsing the web when I came upon this cute picture
...of Alvin And The Chipmunks
They so cute...
But so sian...
holidays ending soon......

Soon we will meet again...my classmates/ex-classmates
Back at school...
Then we can emo together...

emo,emo,emo...

!Jue12:36 AM

!Idea!

Friday, December 21, 2007

I was emo-ing in my room...
When I suddenly thought of a magnificent idea!!!
SINCE
2B'07 class T-shirt failed...
cause some ppl dun wanna buy...
Y dun class com make one 4 ppl who want???
We will then use the current class logo and etc.
But that is if 2B'07 students want.......
We will c 2 it then...

other than that...
It is juz emo emo emo...
自悲啊，自悲...........

!Jue10:23 PM

-diao-

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Today,
went to my squadmate,Cheng Ding's house 4 BBQ...
Did not BBQ much due 2 the bad weather...
Then EVERYONE who was invited got a chance 2 get wet...
Most of us were dragged down into the water...by force...
Then since all of us were so WET,we decided 2 go 4 a swim...

There was catching and throwing people down the pool 4 entertainment...
The "throwing people"activity was quite spastic......
lol
Then after the swim,we went back and found our bags soaked...
By the storm...
Alot of people were shouting"My handphone!!!My Handphone!!!"
I was laughing like mad then...

Some people struggled alot and got redness all over their body...
Then we went up and played winning eleven and dota...
Then we 2 junction8 B4 heading back home......

Other than that its juz plain emo-ing...
All 2 a different lvl of emo-ing now...
I think I m leveling up...
HAHAHAHAHA

emo...
emo...
emo........

!Jue10:13 PM

Reality

Friday, December 14, 2007

Just changed a blogskin...
Hope that u all like it.........

Now lets step back into reality...
The truth about the world is that
all good things has 2 come 2 an end.......
or rather EVERYTHING has 2 come 2 an end...
It is just a matter of time...

Is this wad ppl call Fate???
Do we live under Fate's rule???
OR
Do we create our own Destiny and rule over Fate???

Wad is ur Destiny???
Think about it......

The holiday is coming 2 an end...
So ppl,enjoy it while u can......

Just emo,
emo,
emo......

Just like me...
Lets emo.................

!Jue10:10 PM

Zone Presentation Nite

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Today is St John Ambulance Bridgade Zone 10's...
ZONE PRESENTATION NITE 2007

Was in GOH with quite a number of ppl from my squad...
The "1st Uniform" was VERY nice...
BUT
The weather was quite bad...
It RAINED...
STOPPED...
POURED...
AND POURED...
Then finally STOPPED...

By then the ground was damm WET and MUDDY...
Then u no wad...

When we banged,
MUD flew everywhere......
and there goes our uniform and boots......

After the parade,everybody was laughing like mad...
HAHAHAHAHA...

Then a few of us GOHs went to "usher"(not much of usher)
the Guests of Honour...

LOL...

I suddenly realised something......
Emo-ing CAN be a hobby......
LOL!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

!Jue10:58 PM

emo

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Respect...
Wad isit???

Respect isn't wad u deserve...
...it is wad u earn...

Other than that it is back to "emoing"...
emo
emo
emo...

thats all I have been doing...

Just came back from camp......
lol...
Damm tired...

Luckily there is always "emoing" for me......
emo
emo
emo
emo
emo...

thats all I have in mind......
cant think of anything else.........

!Jue9:46 PM

Its all abt the guts...

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Sian...

My emo-ing is getting worse and worse...
So bad till I m watching the raindrops...
Fall into puddles......

Oh man...
This is a totally new level of emo-ing......

Have this soccer match during the holidays......
I played coach......
And my team lost.....
BUT
They lost with GLORY...
Although we lost,we were happy........
...
I fell happy 4 them.......
They have grown up......
MAYBE just a little......

Lets get back to emo-ing...
Y cant I stop doing it.......
On the surface,I am positive...
But deep down inside,
something is missing......
......
I m empty.......

Emo-ing all day without a thought in mind...
Just staring mindlessly into space...
Thinking of nothing......
emo-ing...
emo-ing...

!Jue9:42 PM

Gone....

Sunday, November 25, 2007

wads gone is gone...
and can never come back..........

We can grieve...
But must learn to come back on our feets again

My Sincere condolences to Mr Loh's family...

I m sure that he wouldn't want us to grieve 2 much...
We must learn to let go...

Unexpected things happen in life...
So cherish the present.......
Cherish the present............


Life must go on......

Life must go on...............................

!Jue11:03 PM

The Pain of Silence

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

I didn't think...
...that I will ever feel this pain...

Deep down in me......

The song Mary Jane by click Five
Xpress my feelings so much...

Read it carefully and feel the sorrow...
Of love...
...and regrets......................


Mary Jane

I didn't cry the day you moved away
Didn't think that I would feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was You
Whatever happened to our innocence
And that something you said bout being friends

Tell me how,help me say the words out loud

Could it be that nothing's going change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see,the girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to Mary Jane

I need to wake up from this state of mind
This situation is the stayin kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had a fall
Would you evven find the time for that at all

Tell me how,help me say the words out loud

Could it be that nothing's going change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see,the girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to Mary Jane

Cause time is taking back
Everything I thought we had
Mary Jane

Could it be that nothing's going change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see,the girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to Mary Jane

!Jue3:56 PM

.Empty.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Empty...

is how I feel,
Just like the song...
Empty by Clik Five...

Empty

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

We're empty

We're empty

!Jue11:26 AM

Life

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Life...
Wat is life???
Looks simple on the outside but is deep inside...

It can bring a whole lot of things into ur mind...
It can make u feel sad..
very sad...

Wat is in store for ur life???
think about it...

Got any idea???
I doubt so...think abt it then...

Life is so full of alot of things...
surprises...setbacks...disappointment...

!Jue9:00 PM

BBQ

Sunday, November 4, 2007

LOL...
Today's BBQ damm fun...

So much food chao ta........
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
Some went Fishing...
Some went cycling...
and Some went Roller blading....

Lols...

Not very full though...
The rest coped my share when I was "BBQing".......
LOLS

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

!Jue10:25 PM

Cool day...

Friday, October 26, 2007

Cool man...
Today CCA from 2 to 6pm...
Although we are dismissed at 10am!!!

Isn't this just cool......

Wats even cooler is that we had TOC today...
THEN
We carried my friend who was 80kg on the stretcher...
Wow,one of my friends almost dropped him...

Haha
So COOL........

Wow,it was really a challenge...
exercising both biceps,triceps and especially the shoulder blades...

Still must lift him up 2 shoulder level...
Haha
That was truly COOL.......

Challenging days ahead........
Must ENDURE!!!
Must PERSERVERE!!!
4 the final win...I shall Bear with it...

!Jue9:43 PM

Sianz...

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Do you believe in the existence of Reasons?
Are reasons really wat u ppl know as "reason" or are they excuses???
Think deeper and below the surface............
Draw examples......
So wat have u gathered???

Do u bleieve?
U decide.........

Discipline.discipline,discipline......
This is the thing that is not found in alot of people...
Ask yourself this question:
"How disciplined am I?"
Can u answer that?
Can u say that U are a very disciplined person?
.........

My mind is all jumbled up............
Filled with a whole ocean of Question Marks........
Haiz...........

Are u going to choose the left path or the right one?Although both will lead u to the same destination...........
Are u going to choose the path of the "Optimist" or "Pessimist"......
Choose wisely and follow your heart................
Haiz....
...............
.................
...................
.....................

!Jue9:25 PM

Get a Life...

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Sigh......

Life is juz so complicated...
It can drive u mad...
Sending ur thoughts out of control...
So dun think too much about it.........

So wat IS life?
Dun bother asking yourself this question...
Thinking about the things happening in life...
Reflecting on them...
This is overloading my brain cells...
Making me behave a little retarded...
Life is juz too complicated,
is a wonder...
is enjoyable...
is painful...
full of surprise...
and also full of doubt...

Wat exactly isit?

Haiz...
Lets juz stop thinking abt it...
Or it will make you go crazy...Haha.....
...
Sigh...

!Jue5:40 PM

Movie....=)

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Haha......
Went for a movie with Poon,Boon and Chun today....
Went Vivio watch...
Watch wat?Of course,"Balls Of Fury"

Oh man...
The movie was so funny....
The people in the cinema was laughing so much!!!
It sure was funny and we had a gd laugh....
It is definitely a show worth watching.......

Here's a Quote from the Movie...
"I am going to Disneyland"..........

Hahahaha...

!Jue11:03 PM

Song Lyrics...Jenny

Friday, October 5, 2007

Just imagine......
I m not elaborating....
Enjoy...

"Jenny"
She calls me baby
then she wont call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Jenny, What's the problem?)

She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Jenny, Whats the problem?)

You keep me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind

First you say you won't
then you say you willyou keep me hanging on
and we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

She needs her own space
she's playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that she's changed
(Jenny, what's the problem?)

I'm trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind

First you say you won't
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
and we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

It's killing me

It's killing me

Jenny

First you say you won't
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
and we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

First you say you won't
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
and we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

It's killing me
Jenny

!Jue12:15 PM

2B FOREVER? U decide...

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

年尾已降临了，一转眼，MSHS 2B'07, 已一起度过了一年.
年终考试下个星期就过了,在多几个礼拜，我们就不能再同一间教室上课了...
离别是多么的痛苦啊...
我们即将踏上生活的那条路,
是几十种不同的路...

一年就这样的过了，
一眨眼，我们就成了中三的学生...
一眨眼，我们class comittee 07 和 2B'07 就要分散了...
时间是走得多么得快啊...
(I m going 2 miss the understanding and good teacher 陈老师，
the Funny and effective teacher Ms Latha,
the Humorous and interesting teacher Mr Shen,
the Strict but caring teacher Mrs Chong,
the newspaper-loving and "lesson-interesting" Mrs Tan-Goh,
the Very interesting and Hilarious Mrs Champion,
the teach very fast teachers: Ms Lee and Mr Kan,
etc.)


“一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴”

这句话是有着多么深的含义阿...

“珍惜”
这两个字你又了解多少？
珍惜着我们的时间，建起更多完美的回忆...
建起一个更稳定的友情...
...时间是多么的宝贵...
如果你不珍惜它，他就会冲你的手中溜走...

虽然我们即将不再是2B'07了，
但是在我们之间的友谊还是会存在的...
愉快不愉快地回忆，
快乐或不快乐的时候，
我们都一起度过了...
这段真诚的友谊是否能持续呢?
你的选择是那一个？
持续，或放弃？
选择在你手里，
最好三思，再决定...


“现实是残酷的，命运是注定的”
你相信吗?

!Jue1:22 PM

o.0

Saturday, September 29, 2007

made some designs 4 the names...

from 12am to 1am nia

so tired...

cant abandon the inspiration......

LOL...

!Jue1:11 PM

I'm Back......

Thursday, August 30, 2007

I'm back......

Some ppl juz come control themselves and take the chance 2 cuz trouble in my abscence
......
I got nothing 2 say......

Bloody poon,go and slack,
while me and Mervin went 2 buy the teacher day goodies......

Still recovering from my sore throat,cough,throat inflamation,Fever,Running nose......
So unlucky......l

自悲啊，自悲......

!Jue10:07 PM

At last...

Friday, August 24, 2007

Finally, the CA2s are over......
But It is no time 2 relax......

Tomorrow,I will be havin my Basic First Aid and Basic NCO exams......
So need 2 study...
Pls wish me luck......

Today's Higher Chinese Paper the comprehension passage damn "chim" leh...
“我们的生活就如一个考卷，充满了选择题，问答题等等...”
这句话真有意思，已深深地印在我的脑海里...
背后的含义也很有意义...

“生活中有起有落”
有了悲伤与快乐的时候...
但是我们不应该因为受到了这些大截然到失落或傲慢...

“学习如逆水行舟，不进则退”
如果在考试中取得了好成绩，一定要自求上进，不要骄傲...
如果在考试中取得不理想的成绩，就代表你得更加努力，加紧复习...

自悲啊，自悲...

!Jue8:13 PM

The Befall of August...

Friday, August 17, 2007

August is ending...
CAs are coming...
What does this mean?

It simply means that I must devote more of my time 2 revising my various subjects.......
Luckily 4 me, the class comitiee(me,chern yung)have organised study groups...
But so sad 4 Chern Yung,
What Ms Latha went through yesterday,
他听不懂...哈哈...
陈老师说应该在博客上写多一点的话文字...
哈哈...

今天的华文课大有收获...
...指的是陈老师送的书签......
上面的诗非常有意思...

Chern Yung's“朋友是一面镜子，。。。。。。”
只是从另外一个角度看“进朱者赤，近墨者黑”这个俗语
虽然是有创意的，但是也不怎么有创意？随便乱讲的，讲得自相矛盾...

“一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴”
一年一转眼就要过了，一转眼2b'07也就要分散了，一转眼我们也就各走各路了...
一转眼已发生了这么多可喜的事件，
一转眼业已发生了这么多可悲的事件...
虽然这是我和我的班(2b'07)一起度过的最后一年，
但是我们永远都会记得我们一起度过的那些美丽的时光，
我们之间永恒的友谊也不会因此而消失，
“人生中如果没有了友谊，生活就像一张白纸，少了美丽的图案，完美的篇章”
2b'07的同学们之间的永恒有意义在我们的那一张白纸花上拉美丽的图案，天上了完美的篇章...

2 all MSHS 2B'07 pupils:

2B FOREVER...

!Jue10:43 PM

NDP eve......CELEBRATIONS...

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Today,my sch had the NDP celebration...
Which is celebrated through...

RECORD BREAKING ATTEMPTS...
Lol

My class was responsible for the Best memory of words booth.......
Highest I think is around 14/20???

Lol

Anyway...It was quite fun and at the same time boring......=)(
So sorry,cant upload photos...

!Jue10:19 PM

DAMN IT!!!

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Bloody hell!!!
I fell asleep on the bus today....

And guess wat,

It brought me 2 Telok Kurau!!!

害我需要走这样长的路去到Eunos!!!
自悲啊，自悲......

I was Cursing and swearing as I spent 30minutes walking 2 the MRT station....

Waste my time!!!

-_-

!Jue4:25 PM

Lol...

Monday, August 6, 2007

On the 4 August 2007,It was Zone 1o,SJAB Games day...After readin my teamates post,

I WAS LAUGHIN LIKE MAD!!!
She was quite funny......
AND...
I got injured while doin punishment......
Think I got a Sprain in my wrist......
LOL...

But what is important is

THAT ALL OF US HAD FUN...
(maybe not all)

LOL!!!HAHAHA

!Jue6:03 PM

Sorry to all my classmates......

Monday, July 30, 2007

So Sorry EVERYONE...
I(we) have disappointed all of u guys......

Sadly 2 say that we have lost the interclass basketball match...
No point feeling bad about losing...
Whats important is the experience gained through the match.........

But anyway I m still very sorry 2 u guys......

BUT...
...always remember...“失败是成功之母”=）

!Jue7:24 PM

Gettin Better...

Monday, July 23, 2007

Thanks 2 the "Get well soon"s and my medicin e and ample rest,

I m gettin better...
At least 2 the state when I can shout again...

Laugh
Out
Loud...

HAHAHA

heard that there was chaos when I was not around......

So DISAPPOINTING.........

Nvm...Gtg...
Signin OFF

!Jue9:09 PM

I m sick...=(

Friday, July 20, 2007

My greatest apologies to Poon...
4 not comin 2 sch today as I am sick...
leavin the class of chaos 2 u...(rmb,give me lungpower equavailent 2 body size...)
So sorry...
I am down with Throat Inflamation,Sore Throat,Bad Cough,Running Nose,Excessive flam...
So many hor...
I can barely speak now...not 2 say shout......
I am feeling TERRIBLE...
So unwell...

自悲啊，自悲...

!Jue9:19 PM

自悲啊，自悲...

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

I am so tired......

So tired of "governing" the class...

So tired of having trouble-makers in my class causing chaos...

So tired of facing off with THICK-SKINNED people in my class who rebuuck(don't know if spell corrrect...-_-)me when being scolded...

So tired to be scolded by my teachers and other sch staffs when my class misbehaves......

However there are still bright things in life............

HOWEVER...I am not much of a positive guy...can't believe that I am actually SHY in something......

but never mind...

What is important is my negative side.........And 1 more thing 2 note...what may have happened in the past MAY not remain the same so CHERISH the PRESENT...............>_<

!Jue10:34 PM

Sigh...

Monday, July 16, 2007

So sad......
I am so young and small...even the kopitiam auntie also call me "小弟"
Being young means that you can't do many things......"sigh"
I hate it man......

But looking at the bright side,there are quite a few gd things......
HOWEVER,
I am not much of a positive guy......
"SIGH"

Basketball interclass coming up...quite busy......lol
I am really feeling quite stressed out also......
so the summary is............

SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,
SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,
SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,
SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,

!Jue5:59 PM

Happy Youth Day

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Happy Youth Day everybody...
I certainly hope all marist had a fun time on youth day eve...=)
Do Enjoy it my friends...
CHEERS........& again


!!!!!!!!HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!!!!!!!!

!Jue4:44 PM

Sorry...

Monday, June 25, 2007

Sorry everybody...late posting...very little 2 write abt nowdays...my life is as boring as it is...
Didn't expect myself 2 start scolding,shouting and writing names on the FIRST day of
school...
Speaking frankly...I NEVER did like doing that,it was u guys who brought it upon
urself...
I need 2 maintain PEACE so I got no choice...
BTW,I have many bros...and 1 of them is Calvin.....

!Jue8:06 PM

Yo everybody...

Sunday, May 27, 2007

yo,yo,yo...I m back......
sorry 4 the late post dudes...kind of busy lately...
June hols are here so enjoy ur hols dudes...
I know that I may be a little harsh in class sometimes(most of the times),
BUT...
I hope that u guys can c and understand that it is 4 the welfare of the class...
...and I certainly hope that u guys can c the frustration I have when dealling with difficult ppl during the Sec2 advebture camp...

!Jue11:20 AM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

The SA1 papers are over......
...I did not do very well 4 them......
must work harder 4 my next 2 exams...
...lets do it together, MARISTS

!Jue2:36 PM

SAs coming...

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Gd luck 4 Sa1 in MSHS...
Work hard and lets strive together...
MARIST

!Jue4:31 PM

Leavin...Sad

Saturday, April 28, 2007

So sad...Mr loh and Mr lim are leavin this sch...
2 gd teachers,leavin MSHS...
Xtremely Sad news...
..."sigh"...
And MSHS Chinese Debate Team also lost 2 Nanyang...But we lost with honour ......But we are happy,also that we made it this far...加油！=）

!Jue9:36 AM

First post(online Diary)

Thursday, April 26, 2007

First post...talkin 2 everyone abt learnin Fiesta in MSHS...It was quite fun & also quite innovative...BUT...today...SUCh a Bad Day...Got lectured by IPW teacher...SO much work............................ARGHH!!!
SO MUCH STRESS!!!Here is one photo taken on Learnin Fiesta 2007

!Jue9:26 PM

Jue Hong
A.K.A 老五(老虎)
Singapore
16
Member of the 老s family
Maris Stella High
Sport-maniac
CRAZY?¿?(Sometimes)
Competitive
FALCON TRIBE(MSHSJAB)
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